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skittlicious (profile) wrote,
on 1-8-2005 at 3:47pm
Current mood: cranky
Music: the pixies : i bleed
Subject: don't apologize, i hope you choke and die.

I'm so content, but at the same time I'm so unhappy. Is this possible? How can i be feeling two opposite feelings/emotions, so strongly? I'm lonely, but not necessarily for love, for a true friendship. Anyone that I've thought I would be able to trust has let me down one way or another, I have no one anymore, but myself. I just want that one person I can call up and turn to, no matter what, when, or why. I want that person I can tell EVERYTHING to and not have to worry about them saying anythign to anyone else. I have a best friend, who I love dearly, unfortunately I cant trust her..and that's where I get lost. The one person I thought I could trust I can't, it made me question everyone and everything. I'm so very unhappy & I just want to curl up into a ball, and never open up again. I'm off to work, I wish that building would burn down, so I wouldn't have to work there anymore, die steakhouse, die.
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paperheart

01-08-05 6:39pm

I've read your journal alot. lol, but I never left a note. [how ignorant!]..but I like it, and I'm adding you as a friend. <3

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skittlicious

Re:, 01-09-05 1:27am

thanks :]. I'm adding you back, but
I barely write in this journal, i use my
livejournal more

www.livejournal.com/users/fandapop
www.livejournal.com/users/_mandymonster

lol, i know, i dont know why i have so many journals.
<3

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paperheart

Re: Re:, 01-15-05 8:27pm

I'll check out your other journal then. =)

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juicystrwberry

01-08-05 10:08pm

this is alicia btw hah....

this is terrible! I sometimes feel the same way... but only difference is that some how, I do it all to mysel. its bad.

anyways...

feel better?



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skittlicious

Re:, 01-09-05 1:28am

heyy!
eh, i guess if i dont think about it,
ill feel betteR? but thanks <3

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loserxdork

03-04-05 3:24pm

Hi ♥ do my journal? you're awesome. <3

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