09-01-2003 03:58pm

I loooove you!

09-20-2003 03:18pm

you say, that you hate love... have you ever felt true love? if you have... well, the thing is, that i have never felt true love and if you hate it that much then maybe i should not look for it either. you see? but i guess i´m already so in love with the idea of feeling love that nothing can change me. sad.

09-21-2003 03:33am

hmm... even normal people(or the people i think are normal) find me odd. maybe it´s because i kinda enjoy pain. not physical(argh! hate feeling physical pain. how can people like it? and do things like cutting themselves and stuff...) but mental. i like feeling sad and lonely. it hurts but i still like it... i have never understood that. i mean, people should try to reach out for happyness, right? because of instincts and stuff. but no. i think i´ll ask someone who´s older and wiser than me... do you know the answer?

04-05-2004 01:42pm

"You do something to me...
That I can't.. explain.
So would I be out of line
If I said...
I miss you."

I love you Adam, you are my best friend and shall always remain...even if you're so far away from me right now.

"I see your picture, I smell your skin on
The empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone 10 days
But already, I'm wasting away.

I know I'll see you again,
Whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care...
...and I miss you."