:: 2005 11 December :: 12.57 am

yUPPY! SOMETHINGS GOTTA GIVE.

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:: 2005 28 November :: 3.31 pm

havent been here in a while.....well update....i live with the most amazing guy in the world....i work every day...i go to school...im in love with tyler....and thats about it.......hope u all are great!

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:: 2005 20 May :: 5.06 pm

well i passed my senior exhibition with flying colors.....i am now a true graduate....yay!!!!!!!!!!!!my open house is june 25th! from 2-6pm....so if you all want you alla can come! il get you guys some invites soon! just need your addresses and ill be set!

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:: 2005 16 May :: 7.59 am
:: Mood: worried

this is going to hurt.
iknow im going to cry
I wont be able to take this pain
only he knows why

can i bear it
if hes not by my side
how can i keep doing this
when will i realize

that even though he reaches for me
and goes to grab MY hand
that its not how i want it to be
and that it isnt planned

its not in the books for us
and though i wont give up
he tells me to hang on a while
cause only time can tell.

so what do you propose i do
should i leave or stay
do you know im waiting for you
hoping for someday...

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:: 2005 11 May :: 12.05 pm

ANDY
andy! is there any way that you can print off all my entries....?

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:: 2005 5 May :: 11.27 am

so becca....cant hang out friday. jason has a date.

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:: 2005 3 May :: 1.19 pm

so prom was fun! i cant believe it was the last highschool dance! ahh...this is all happening so quick. with everything thats gone on lately at least graduating soon is something i can smile about. although im slacking on that sense i havent even started my senior exhibition and we only have 12 more days of school left.

i like jason so much. hes so great. everytime that i think that its a little rough with him...he makes it so i dont feel that way. we are pretty much together without a title.
i do have a question i need answered though and im no about to write it in my journal. anyways my family hates him and i however adore him. almost everything about him. butterflies are in my stomach right now just from talking about it so im just going to stop. he told me that if and when we end up going out that we will have a really long relationship....he says," you know if we end up together that well be together for a really long time right...and we are pretty much already together" so i think that hes giving me hope....not sure if thats what i need but im glad im getting it. im not going to give up on this. he told me not to give up on him and that only time can tell so i guess ill see and i wont give up thats for sure.

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:: 2005 2 May :: 11.30 am

dont ya just love life
wow...i hate my family. their all judgemental snoops who only care about themselves, and making others feel like crap. when your mom and your brother go behind your back and read your journal entries and read the guy u care about so much's entries and then put their two cents in on how hes not a good guy. how he doesnt respect me. how im just another warm body. or how because I like him more than he likes me...hes a bad guy cause he doesnt like me the same.
oh and i disgust my mom. yup and im a whore. all because of what jason says. lol what ever they need to stay out of my life and i need to get out.

im miserable and ready to take lots of vicaden so i wont feel ....im giving up on being happy at all.

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:: 2005 27 April :: 11.53 am
:: Music: beautiful dreamer

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:: 2005 25 April :: 12.13 pm

im in love with the person he was before. not who hes turning into. i know he is better than this. he chose the wrong path...i will try my best to get on the right one. i cant let him turn into something so disgusting.

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