should i bite my tongue? until blood soaks my shirt, we'll never fall apart tell me why this hurts so much
my hands are at your throat, i think i hate you but still we'll say, "remember when"just like we always do
until the day i die, i'll spill my heart for you, until the day i die, i'll spill my heart for you...

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[ exposetheemo ]

:: 2004 25 April :: 9.56 pm
:: Mood: disappointed

its been awhile

thought i should make an attempt at a post, perhaps it will encourage me to keep this community alive with two dollars well on its way to andy.. perhaps

continuing to the lyrics..


after reading one of megan's latest entries had this dashboard song on my mind, though i havent listened to dashboard in the longest time :/


Dashboard Confessional
Screaming Infidelities


I'm missing your bed, I never sleep
Avoiding the spots where we'd have to speak
& this bottle of beast is taking me home.
I'm cuddling close to blankets and sheets
You're not alone & you're not discreet.
Make sure I know who's taking you home.
I'm reading your note over again.
Theres not a word that I comprehend,
except when you signed it
"I'll love you always & forever"
Well as for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs,
and sit alone and wonder...
how you're making out.
But as for me I wish that I was anywhere...
With anyone..
making out
I'm missing your laugh, how did it break?
And when did your eyes begin to look fake?
I hope you're as happy as your pretending
Im cuddling close to blanket and sheets
I am alone in my defeat
I wish I knew you were safely at home
I'm missing your bed, I never sleep.
Avoiding the spots where we'd have to speak.
And this bottle of Beast is taking me home.
Well as for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs,
and sit alone and wonder...
how you're making out.
But as for me I wish that I was anywhere...
With anyone...
making out
Your hair.
It's everywhere.
Screaming infidelities.
And taking its wear.
Your hair.
It's everywhere.
Screaming infidelities.
And taking its wear.
Your hair.
It's everywhere.
Screaming infidelities.
And taking its wear.
Your hair.
It's everywhere.
Screaming infidelities.
And taking its wear.

3 spilled their heart | until the day i die...


[ iamhated ]

:: 2004 24 April :: 1.47 pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Staind - So Far Away

First post.

These are the lyrics to Staind - So Far Away. Great song.

So Far Away

this is my life
its not what it was before
all these feelings i've shared
and these are my dreams
that i'd never lived before
somebody shake me
'cause i
i must be sleeping

now that we're here,
it's so far away
all the struggle we thought was in vain
all the mistakes,
one life contained
they all finally start to go away
now that we're here its so far away
and i feel like i can face the day i can forgive
and i'm not ashamed to be the person that i am today

these are my words
that i've never said before
i think i'm doing okay
and this is the smile
that i've never shown before

somebody shake me 'cause i
i must be sleeping

now that we're here,
it's so far away
all the struggle we thought was in vain
all the mistakes,
one life contained
they all finally start to go away
now that we're here its so far away
and i feel like i can face the day i can forgive
and i'm not ashamed to be the person that i am today


i'm so afraid of waking
please don't shake me
afraid of waking
please don't shake me

now that we're here,
it's so far away
all the struggle we thought was in vain
all the mistakes,
one life contained
they all finally start to go away
now that we're here its so far away
and i feel like i can face the day i can forgive
and i'm not ashamed to be the person that i am today

3 spilled their heart | until the day i die...


[ vampuricgothkitten666 ]

:: 2004 12 April :: 2.11 pm

Info.
I'm just informing, that Hailey and I have made the decison that I am going to be Co mod of this community. You all are great and keeping this journal alive. Hailey and I will be making Icons and Banners for this community. and I will do some whoring around and try to recruit some new members. Woohu is pay now, So I hope you all dig up 2 dollars and send it to Andy. Here is this Addy if you are paying through mail

Sending the money
Paypal: andy@woohu.com
Check/Money Order pay to: Andrew Gunneson

Address:
ATTN: Andrew Gunneson
Woohu.com
PO Box 10
Cedar Springs, MI 49319


I hope to see you all stay, we have untill May 8th and all accounts not payed for are gone :(
Thanks, and I hope you all like our decison.
Megan

1 spilled their heart | until the day i die...


[ vampuricgothkitten666 ]

:: 2004 12 April :: 2.09 pm

Blink-182
I'm lost without you

14. I'm Lost Without You - (6:22)
I swear that I can go on forever again
please let me know that my one bad day will end
I will go down as your lover, your friend
give me your lips and with one kiss we begin

Are you afraid of being alone
cause I am, I'm lost without you
are you afraid of leaving tonight
cause I am, I'm lost without you

I'll leave my room open till sunrise for you
I'll keep my eyes patiently focused on you
where are you now I can hear footsteps, I'm dreaming
and if you will, keep me from waking to believe this

Are you afraid of being alone
cause I am, I'm lost without you
are you afraid of leaving tonight
cause I am, I'm lost without you

Are you afraid of being alone
cause I am, I'm lost without you
are you afraid of leaving tonight
cause I am, I'm lost without you
are you afraid of being alone
cause I am, I'm lost without you
are you afraid of leaving tonight
cause I am, I'm lost without you

I'm lost without you
I'm lost without you
I'm lost without you
I'm lost without you
I'm lost without you

until the day i die...


[ exposetheemo ]

:: 2004 7 April :: 8.51 am
:: Mood: drained

Funeral for a Friend
10:45 by Amsterdam Conversation

Water broken voice, saturates a microphone
into a reciever with no tongue
offering, little to what it knows

Then a silence so heavy, broken hearts fall from throats
when heaven is remembered but never seen
through hearts shaped like kaleidoscopes

Eternaly, the sun has set to mourning
and contoured are the backgrounds
on the canvas to which our lives are painted

until the day i die...


[ exposetheemo ]

:: 2004 27 March :: 9.44 pm

and yet another concert that isnt to be missed, might be a lengthy drive, but it seems to be worth it

Story of the Year
Wednesday, May 5, 2004 at 7:00 pm
Lake Park, FL
Kelsey Club

Get tickets now - $16.00

to order tickets by phone call (561) 296-1407

click for directions and additional information

until the day i die...


[ desiredrelease ]

:: 2004 27 March :: 9.31 pm

another set of concert dates for those who reside in southwest florida, as myself, my remorse for not posting sooner

99x Fest featuring Puddle of Mudd, Trapt, Finger11, Smile Empty Soul and Twisted Method
Thursday, April 22, 2004 at 6:00 PM
Estero (Ft. Myers), FL
Teco Arena

to order tickets, click here
main floor (general admission - no chairs)
$30.00
upper level
$20.00
lower level
$20.00


to order tickets by phone call (239) 334-2209

1 spilled their heart | until the day i die...


[ desiredrelease ]

:: 2004 27 March :: 9.22 pm

alkaline trio
if we never go inside


a train appeared in town one night.
for some of us it changed our lives
a few of us never saw it coming,
then like the fire it disappeared.
it happens at a wonderful age,
with the traffic lights your mind can change
we made up rules to follow for good,
no wonder we're fucked up, some of us did

tonight never ends if we never go inside.
the moon is always full
your calendar is always pinned on summertime


were you planning on staying forever?
you don't fit in this hole
or don't you remember....hold your breath
walk don't run through the graveyard

a train appeared in town one night.
for some of us it saved our lives
a few of us never saw it coming,
then like the fire we disappear
it happens at a wonderful age,
with the traffic lights your mind can change
we made up rules to follow for good,
no wonder we're fucked up, some of us did

i'm just scared i might never say goodbye...
i won't be around to hold you down,
pry open your ears and ask you why

were you planning on staying forever?
you don't fit in this hole
or don't you remember....hold your breath
walk don't run through the graveyard

is this why you've worked so hard?
is this why you've run so far?
same place, same hello, same goodbye...
helps you pick through beat up insides

until the day i die...


[ vampuricgothkitten666 ]

:: 2004 27 March :: 6.14 pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: Lost Prophets // Last train home

since no one updates..
Lost prophets

Last train home

One! Two! Three!

To every broken heart in here
Love was once a part, but now it's disappeared
She told me that it's all a part of the choices that your making
Even when you think you're right
You have to give to take

But there's still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today

But we sing
If we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To ever fall in love

I wonder if you're listening
Picking up on the signals
Sent back from within
Sometimes it feels like I don't really know whats going on
Time and time again it seems like everything is wrong in here

But there's still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today

But we sing
If we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To ever fall in love

Well we sing if we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing if it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason to ever fall in love

But we sing
If we're going no where
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing with out a reason to never fall in love
To never fall in love again

6 spilled their heart | until the day i die...


[ vampuricgothkitten666 ]

:: 2004 22 March :: 9.58 pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: hoobastank // the reason

Hoobastank
The reason


I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

7 spilled their heart | until the day i die...


[ exposetheemo ]

:: 2004 29 February :: 9.12 pm
:: Mood: content

for those who reside in southwest florida, as myself, the following information might be of interest

AFI with special guest - Thursday, Coheed and Cambria
Thursday, March 4, 2004 at 7:30 PM
Estero (Ft. Myers), FL
Teco Arena

Get tickets now - $17.50
Day of show - $20.50

to order tickets by phone call (239) 334-2209

1 spilled their heart | until the day i die...


[ exposetheemo ]

:: 2004 29 February :: 8.57 pm
:: Mood: impressed

good evening all

my how this small minded emo lyrics community has become notorious

i would like to thank all that have contributed to this and all that expect to conjoin to this union, and for all those unseasoned member i am to repeat the original entry

indiscreetly enough the title reveals the essence of this community, emo lyrics, requests, and shows in the region will constantly posted at this domain, please post a comment as expected to join

until the day i die...


[ Vampuricgothkitten666 ]

:: 2004 29 February :: 8.28 pm
:: Mood: creative

We could believe in windows, but behind the broken glass are fairy tales...
Story of the year, Burning years

its not what you have said, its what you have done
to let this come between us
your right, without a fight,
this might be worth it to you and in the process gotten to me

i think that nothing can fly
with this broken wing
theres so much to hold on to now

nothing can fly, with this broken wing
so heres a gift...in this feather

you've gone to far
left standing alone
lets sort this out together
your right, without a fight,
this might be worth it to you and in the process gotten to me

i think that nothing can fly
with this broken wing
theres so much to hold on to now

nothing can fly, with this broken wing
so heres a gift...in this feather

from this house of our friendship shut the door
light the match, throw behind u and walk away

these ashes
these ashes
these ashes

i think that nothing can fly
with this broken wing
theres so much to hold on to now

nothing can fly, with this broken wing
so heres a gift...in this feather

nothing can fly, with this broken wing
so heres a gift...in this feather

until the day i die...


[ desiredrelease ]

:: 2004 24 February :: 9.53 pm
:: Mood: cynical

Alkaline Trio
Trouble Breathing


You told me that you want to die
I said I've been there myself more than a few times
And I go back every once in a while
You called me lucky, you.. you called me lucky

You said tonight is a wonderful night to die
I asked you how you could tell
You told me to look at the sky
Look at all those stars
Look at how goddamn ugly the stars are


It's one or another
Between a rope and a bottle
I can tell you're having trouble breathing

'Cause you'll never be okay
You'll never be okay
(You'll always be in pain)
You'll always feel this way
'Cause things they never work out right
(the wrong way the lonely way)
You'll always be in pain

You told me that the daylight burned you
and that the sunrise was enough to kill you
I said maybe you're a vampire
You said it's quite possible I feel truly dead inside

'Cause you'll never be okay
You'll never be okay
(You'll always be in pain)
You'll always feel this way
'Cause things they never work out right
(the wrong way the lonely way)
You'll always be in pain

Don't forget to let your life rot you inside out
Don't forget to let your life rot you inside out
Don't forget to let your life rot you inside out

until the day i die...


[ cutie2187 ]

:: 2004 9 January :: 8.36 pm

Ender By Finch

Here I am beside myself again
I'm torn apart by words that you have said
All in all, I know we're falling apart
Where did you run to so far away?

And here we are to sing you a song
And there you are, asleep against the window pane
Just like always

You said you like to hear the rain sometimes
And all I can do is tell you the truth
and Oh, my eyes will tell you the same

And here we are to sing you a song
And there you are, asleep again
And here we are to sing you a song
And there you are, asleep again
And here I am, beside myself again

We grasp our hands, together we feel
We are one result
We grasp our hands, together we feel
We are one result
We grasp our hands, together we feel
We are one result
We grasp our hands, together we feel
We are one result (RESULT!!)

(We grasp our hands, together we feel
We are one result)
(We grasp our hands, together we feel
We are one result)

1 spilled their heart | until the day i die...

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