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2010 8 March :: 1.00 am
:: Mood: FUTURISTIC
:: Music: Yazima!
PAO
So. I would enjoy studying abroad in Japan for at least a semester in my junior year, spend a summer in South Korea, take Chinese, and then work for the Peace Corps in east Asia (hopefully Thailand) while studying for an Environmental Masters International degree after graduation. Woooheee
Stolen from my status but yeah.
I think I want to do International Studies instead of Ecology
And still have Music Therapy.
People say FFF DONT YOULL DIE FROM WORK OMG
Fuck that noise.
I don't expect it to be easy.
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2010 2 March :: 4.54 pm
:: Mood: Pao..
:: Music: My Way ~ DJ OZMA
Ponyo
I don't know what happened yesterday
Usually I do not cry, I am the stereotyped blonde in hiding
I am happy happy happy
The yesterday I spent an hour in the basement crying to my mom
About everything
All the people I care about
All of them hurting themselves
Hurting each other
How predictions of the future are pointless
Nothing goes right or as planned
I am scared to wish for a future I want
It changes every day
Because life in inconsistent
Too much going on
Always too much
Every since two Wednesdays ago
I've fallen apart
I think I am better now
I hope I am
But I don't know when the facade will just fall again
I want to help others more than myself
Always.
Can't deny where we've come from.
Each relationship leaving us changed.
The second you become comfortable everything will change
Without fail.
Everything will change.
RUUUU
Taught another lesson
Audition tomorrow
I killed with my horn solo today :)
Muhhh.
Gotta scrounge some food
Relax
Run some scales/audition repertoire
Sleep.
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2010 16 February :: 9.49 pm
:: Mood: HAAAII
:: Music: Nihon no Mikata ~ Yajima Biyoushitsu
<3
affodell (9:48:11 PM): dunt tuch mi
affodell (9:48:13 PM): in mi nono spot
A7heraf7 (9:48:27 PM): you just used "mi" for both "me" and "my"
A7heraf7 (9:48:30 PM): that doesn't work.
affodell (9:48:38 PM): yes it duz
affodell (9:48:41 PM): im ilrlritlitleit
A7heraf7 (9:48:53 PM): what the hell did you just say.
affodell (9:48:57 PM): illiterate