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musicalbabe (profile) wrote,
on 5-28-2003 at 9:41pm
Current mood: confused
Music: none
Subject: yahya/brian...two TOTALLY different guys...
Horseeyoregal: yahya!

Auto response from Goozballoon: someone... please just hold me. please, just hold me.

Horseeyoregal: I VOLUNTEER!!!
Horseeyoregal: :-D
Horseeyoregal: really! i do! i mean, what are the chances that i'll ever get to hold you EVER?? and plus, ur graduating, and probably going off to some really good college on the east coast, so i'll like, never see you again!! :-( well, since the chances of me ever getting a hug from you are pretty slim, or ever getting to hold you, (which i would, by the way) i guess i'll just hafta give you a cyber hug. *hug* :-D
Horseeyoregal: and i sincerely hope you feel better. i've had those days, (weeks, months...sometimes life just sucks) and i really do hope you feel better! so, if it helps you any, the president of the official yahya fan club hopes that you feel better!! (i mean, you can at least smile once knowing that you have an official fan club...we might be coming out with t-shirts by the end of the year!!) well anyway, i wish there was something i cud do to make you feel better, but this seems to be all that is in my power to do. i hope i helped at least a little!

so if you would like to join the yahya fan club, nicole and i are looking into making official yahya fan club t-shirts that say something along the lines of "WE LOVE YAHYA! and GOOD LUCK IN COLLEGE!" so if you'd like to join, go ahead! the more the merrier!

okay so brian. he's like coming up on thursday first apparently, and then like coming here TO STAY on saturday. currently my mom is working on banners that say 'welcome home, brian' i sincerely hope she didn't print out the letters of 'will you marry me?' to use some other time...THINGS ARE HAPPENING SO FAST!! i mean, divorce end of last summer, new guy by the school year beginning, him coming more and more, and now MOVING IN!! ALL IN LESS THAN HALF A YEAR!! FROM DIVORCE TO NEW MAN LIVING IN THE HOUSE!! this has got to be a record...

life aint fair. at least i've got 'happy hormones' goin on right now cuz otherwise i'd be just as depressed as the rest of the world...and that wouldn't be good, now would it? haha watch me post tomorrow...it'll probably a totally different story about how life sucks and i just can't live another day. haha. seriously. that's mel for ya! well anyways its sorta late so i'm gonna go to bed...goodnight!
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iwish2bemilkywhite

05-28-03 12:48am

yay! t-shirts! we have to make a few extras to sell around campus. haha. merchandise! mugs! pencils! i can see it now!

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TormentedSoul

Re:, 05-28-03 11:52pm

about yahya- um... hahahahaha no i'll pass and stick to my own one person allowed i luv u alec fan club.... yeah... have fun... worshipping fatness.... yeah.... lol.... yeah
about bri: sorry, well if it helps in a way I sorta know how u feel. cept one big dif: ur dad is alive and u can prolly go see him (when u r 16 and able to drive) whenever bri is too much to handle (considering bri is still in the pic then or a new guy or yeah not helping...) anyway yeah, and at least people give a shit for you, i mean look at every1 they are seriously sorry for you and saying it, hugging u, trying to help u get thru his moving in. i had no one when my mom started dating, when we started sleep over some weekends, then deciding to move over ((cuz all my friends were in a dif class so i pretty much was a loner in the begin of 3rd)) so yeah, they don't give a shit when i say i h8 watching my mom and bill make out, and my mom have tendencies to share her sex life w/ me as if i'm some crony of hers, so yeah perople actually care about u. i'm sure u'll be able to pull thru and it won't be as hard for you knowing where ur dad is and the fact u can go visit him sometimes ttyl

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musicalbabe

Re: Re:, 05-31-03 3:23pm

aww thanks, de! but ummm, i don't think we really understood what was going on in 3rd grade...and i hate to say it, but u probably didn't really have the same like conciousness of what was happening to your family at the time either. and just to defend myself, i don't think u ever mentioned your mom having a bf. but i have a feeling that if you did, i wudda been at ur side helpin ya through it. and woah...about ur last journal entry....ummmm woah.... i'm like really sorry about ur mom n bill bein so ummm...like crazy to u and darin. its not cool. and i'm like really concerned for the both of you and sorry. so like, yeah. talk to me. I CARE ABOUT YOU GUYS!!

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TormentedSoul

Re: Re: Re:, 06-01-03 7:10pm

yeah, u have no need to apolo, i was in a SUPER bitchy bad mood that day/ the last week cuz i've juse been super stressed and nothing ever goes right. so yeah, ignore me :)

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musicalbabe

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 06-02-03 10:03pm

haha sorry. u can't say 'ignore me' cuz i'm not gonna. i refused to ignore darin and i'm not gonna ignore you. that's just the way i am...;0D

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