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| mle (profile) wrote, on 6-29-2002 at 1:19am | |
| Current mood: relaxed, happy Music: domestic problems - untitled Subject: a night out w/ the christian kids makes it all better |
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yea so i was online and eating (of course - fat cow) and talkin to kathy, cryin a little tonight. mark calls and is like "dude, u gotta get over here, people keep askin about ya!" so i do, but i purposely didnt bring a swim suit. lol i still got soaked, and i broke my sandal, but it was all worth it. they changed my night around. matt and mitch and david are hilarious together, and the girls i met tonight were sweeties. plus, i got to chill w/ john and hes such a cool guy. tall and super-skinny, lol. but hes such a cutie :) i was bummed keith sikkema wasnt there though. but oh well. i ahvent hung out w/ john in forever and it definately made my night worth it. its kinda weird how i ahve so much fun w/ marks friends completely straight and w/ no couples or people goin to smoke/chew/drink/have sex/etc. but then sometimes w/ my own friends, i have shitty times. who knows. but they all love me and thats what i need, so im definitely chillin w/ them more often :) and theyre all for it too. i dont remember the last time i had friends who really cared whether i was there or not. i feel like w/ other groups, im just kinda there, or im just kinda not. they dont miss me as an individual. im just another person in a group. granted, west people know me 10x better than christian people, but it all comes w/ time. ok, i feel like a little school girl now. u know what pure happy, uplifting feeling from being loved and/or having a guy like you or be interested in you? yea i got that goin on big time. its so cute, and ive got it goin on massively :) time to go to bed.. nitey nite! mle |
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