I love u...I hate u, 05-28-03 9:59pm

moreso hate..no..maybe love....hate..love...whats the difference right?

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Re: I love u...I hate u, 05-28-03 11:14pm

I never thought I'd see the day when my love would make you cry. I never thought I felt the things that make you hurt inside. The more I see upon this earth, the more I realize that hunger for a soul mate is what makes us go for the ride. I didn't want to hurt this way, my intentions were in a different direction. But now instead of saving myself, I've burnt two people into believing their desires will be fulfilled. I always thought we'd be the ones who had each others backs, but now I see that all we have is dreams without a purpose. No one wins when everything hurts, few things win when love tangles.... maybe things were meant to die, they got in the way of true meaning... or maybe things were meant to live and show that something else happens. I hate everything about this world, yet I love every feeling I get from it. I no longer worry about conflicting emotions, I worry about the two beings that posess me. If I die within my sleep, just be sure to know that none of it was you, but purely conflicting spirits within a man. All that goes wrong within us is the war of two powerful beings that hold our life.

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y is it that whenever I talk to u I almost cry?, 05-29-03 10:10pm

Why Nick?Why do things have to be this way?Why wont you give love a try?Instead of putting it aside and trying to make it go away...did U read the email from jessika headed:Kinda makes yuh wonder?If not...go read it.....

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