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| Jessika (profile) wrote, on 5-28-2003 at 4:01pm | |
| Current mood: my stummy feels funny Music: Transplants.....Garbage Subject: grrr will she never stop? |
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| my mom kame home from work today and "sumthin hapnd she could hardly handle".one of her client's daughter and her friend were gonna commit suicide. my mom had been acting like she had seen them die. they r still alive. they did not even try. my mom was involved in no way.I have been in WAY worse situations and been fine. she said it all reminded her of me. they were "into the poems" i am and had marilyn manson in the cd player and i recently kame home with a pentagram necklace i got from brandon. the poems i read i ony read kuz i like. omg...i read a poem that is telling how the world REELLY is...i best go kill myself!!! i am wearing EVIL...i lik nonchristian musik.....DEFINATELY time to kill myself now!!!goddam its pathetic. i guessshe has FINALLY began to open her mind to ways other than hers and i dont like it. i suppose i will never honestly be happy, but this is worse than b4 kuz i am evil now. grrr. i no none of u like hearin bout my borin complaints bout my mom, so i will now be done but i still kant believe i did not get into drama and are now stuck in debate next year :( and yes....i reelly am turnin 14..... | |
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silversoldier | yeah, this is the life...., 05-28-03 11:05pm Oh, my parents will never like the friends I've made... They think all my friends are insane (which I guess is true)... but at least I have somewhere that I can fit in. I guess with all our problems we find a way to lean on each other and make it better.... I guess it goes like this: after we all hear about so many problems, we say fuck it all and drop them and everything gets better.... i suppose it's just our way of life.. how fun!... hum, yes, very few people are really open to other ideas... be glad you found some people that are. |