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sendmemoney (profile) wrote,
on 7-2-2002 at 2:01pm
Current mood: apathetic
Music: two thirty eight - a beautiful disease
*~life is just such a stupid road to tread. just one disappointment after the next, realizing that nobody cares about you; that they just need somebody to dump all their problems on, and you just happen to be the caring one. always having to say you’re fine because it would hurt too much when you said you weren’t and nobody asked what was wrong. laughing to mask the pain when you see that he will never like you but you continue to pursue him anyway. not being able to talk to anybody anymore, even those closest to you, because they just instigate argument after argument, laughing when tears well up in your eyes from frustration and continue their barrage of torment until you break down, leave the room, and take a razor to your wrists. having people that you were always there for, to take them in your arms when they needed a hug, stop talking to you little by little, maybe not even realizing it, because they have better people to talk to. people who will leave them when the trend dies, and you are the one they come to to talk about it. and you will no longer be there, and you will be looked down upon for it. life fucking sucks. i give up.~*
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eyesforwindows

07-02-02 5:43pm

nicely done.

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Anonymous

wanna make out?, 07-03-02 3:52am

cause i was trying to numb my canker sore and i accidentally got stuff all over my tongue and now it feels quite tingely.
cant wait till um, today.
<3
wife

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