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| KTHPKC (profile) wrote, on 6-4-2003 at 11:58am | |
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| Dear Die-ary, I've always hated put-ups...HATED them. It's what i like to call the "prep suck-up" motive...where all the preps put up each other for the stupidest things in the world, like what they're wearing that day or whatnot...but me? i've never gotten one, never. And today was my last day in choir for perhaps my highschool career and we had to put up everyone in the choir, the time ran out tho, but still i was one of the last few who had never been put up. I felt so sad, it seemed like noone cared that i was in choir, and noone would care when i was gone. All i wanted to say was "i put up so-and-so because they were able to look past my appearance, which i think can be intimidating in this class, and worked really hard in class this year."...That's all i wanted to say...and yet, i wasn't able to. It makes me feel so sad and depressed on how people will look at each other on the outside when it's really the inside that counts. I would like to put up a little sixth grader that rides my bus. She looked past how i looked and sat down next to me and talked to me at the beginning of the year. And now she's dressing more the ways she wants to, kinda like me. Even tho she doesn't really sit next to me anymore partially cuz someone else is sitting w/ me or whatnot, she still was excited to show me her armwarmers she made and wave hello to me. Like today. She made me feel wanted. |
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ende | 06-04-03 12:21pm my katie, my katie, it breaks my heart.
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threshershark | 06-04-03 12:43pm Oh, com'on, Katie, you don't look scary!! Unique, definetly.
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Sike-a-delic_Grasshopper | 06-04-03 1:05pm I put up Katie because she's kind, and honest, and caring and unique, and loving, and never forgets my birthday and stuff like that, and I could try to put more stuff but I'd run out of space.... |
Shinigami | Re:, 06-04-03 1:42pm Yeah, don't you hate it when those people do that? I remember when I went to the freshmen thing, and I was the last person to be put-up in the whole circle, I felt so bad. *sigh* Oh well I guess. But hey, ya know what? Emily is awesome, isn't she? She sat with me too and she doesn't care what we look like or where our popularity stands. And frankly, I don't think we should care how many aquantinces we have, as long as we have one good friends we're doing well in life. |
| threshershark | Re: Re:, 06-04-03 2:06pm Put-ups really don't mean anything if they're not heart-felt. Half the people were just doing it to fufil a requirment. It's better to not get put-up than to get a fake one.
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Sike-a-delic_Grasshopper | Re: Re: Re:, 06-04-03 2:42pm Wow I feel special. Thanx, Kyle! |
| starstruck | 06-04-03 4:21pm How could you have doubted the seniors hanging out with you Kyle? I barely know you at all and I already care about you a lot and have a lot of respect for you. Dork is just a label and it doesn't mean anything unless you want it to. And honestly Jackie and KT, you guys are just as awesome. Who cares that you were left till the end to be "put-up"? Personally I don't think those 'popular' kids are worth your attention ^. ~ Not to big on the Jesus thing, but speaking for myself, I luv you! |
| threshershark | Re:, 06-04-03 5:17pm :D thanks! |
Angel_Bob | 06-04-03 6:23pm Waaaaaah! I feel so bad! I didn't even notice! I was all distracted! AH! I SORRY!! Oh, I should say something terribly helpful right now shouldn't I?
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Shinigami | 06-04-03 7:37pm Man you guys are so awesome. Really. And Kyle you are right, I am awesome! Just kidding. But really, if someone doesn't mean what they say then why say it? It's like if you got nothing good to say don't say anything at all. |