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daisymae (profile) wrote,
on 6-4-2003 at 4:15pm
Current mood: aggravated
Music: There is
Subject: IS there anyone that feel like me?
I make mistakes, as we all do but i make them all the time. I doubt myself so much and always end up saying the wrong thing. Some times i just want to sit and cry and hope everythign goes away....i just dont know who i am or at least what i want. I sit here in this dark bedroom listening to the same song over and over thinking different things every time. I just want everything to be alright....its raining. This fits my mood perfectly..i just want solidarity and to be apathetic. Why can't i fall in love? Why do i have to be such a bitch and never let anyone in? Who made me like this....i dont know i probably did it to myself just like i do everythign wrong to myself. I want somone to love me and for me to love them back, im simple to figure out yet why can i never figure out what i want? its not possible to be this undecisive....is it?
Will you sleep tonight will you think of me will i shake htis off pretend its all okay htat theres someone out there that feels jus tlike me..there is...
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Anonymous

06-05-03 5:23pm

emily hun r u ok?...im a lil worried about u!! I love u!! do u love me back? lol...u dont need a b/f to be happy hun!! plus its summer get out there and flirt LIVE IT UP!!! u can find a man when school starts ok? ok lol well i gtg ill ttyl <33 Britt! *MUAH*

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