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| miwako-chan (profile) wrote, on 6-5-2003 at 8:57pm | |
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| Dear Journal thingie, Today started out R.O.T.T.E.N!!! I had a crappy day at skool getting sick of Carri kinda mocking me more than the usual teasing... I dunno if it is just my purple monkey syndrome or what but she really got on my nerves today. Also, she kept trying to get Kris in the middle... and I felt almost betrayed by Kris. Then my dumb @ss science teacher, Mr.Batdorff, gave us a test on glaciers and he didn't even let me finish the dumb packet on it! So i got an F.... But you know... That exactly how I feel about him./.. He's FU(KED!!!!! I loathe him now... First he gave the dumb preps a better grade than me and the shy girls.... Just cause he likes them better! Even though our movie was more comical. I swear he's terrible to me. So i wrote him a letter here it is: "Dear Mr.Batdorff, I know you will probably hate me even more with this, but now I just want you to know how I have been feeling... All year it's felt as though I was invisible in your eyes. That since I am not the most popular cheerleader, I am not good enough to talk to on an usual basis. Also, I am not the only one who feels this way in the 7th hour... Charu and Lauren have as well. Lauren won't even talk to you for fear of being mocked. On the contrary, I would rather be mocked and teased by you than ignored. In all my other classes it's good to be quiet and efficient, while in your class I feel as though I am doing something wrong. I never truly understood why... Also, I begged my mother not to call you when you called us (Charu and me) stupid, it hurt my feelings so I told my mother casually and she got really mad and called you... I really did not mean to get you in trouble. Another thing that really made me angry was when you did not even tell me why my grade was low on that video. I worked hard on it, basically by myself.. I wrote the entire script and redid it when I needed to put the terms in. Then, I was the one who had to do the ridiculous parts, and believe me I had fun and I loved hearing the other students laugh. The only thing that bothered me was that I had all the information and I believe the quality of humor was high, but when a few other groups who did not make the other students laugh and did not have all the information got A's. That made me feel quite inferior. You have made me quite intimidated over the year, and sometimes to tears. I know I am a very sensitive person, but tat does not give you the right to ignore me. So I pray that in the future you will use this to open your eyes to other shy students who struggle to be important Trying to get your attention Jessie" Well how does that sound? I am going to give it to him tommorow when skool is over. But even when I felt bummed, I called Katie and we talked... We were both sad and cheered each other up. She is one of the best friends I have ever had. I thank God that I went to Kendall and met her, or life would be a lot more lonely. She is worried about her friend Sarah coming, and not liking her as much because she has changed. But who could dislike her? She is one of the sweetest friends I have ever had ;-;! Well anyway I have to go Jessie |
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Angel_Bob | 06-05-03 10:33pm That might work.
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watashiwaklaha | ~*hugs*~, 06-08-03 1:23pm i hate teachers like that. i used to have one like him. his name was Mr Thomas and he was my math teacher...he was always so mean to me. blah..i feel for you. |
miwako-chan | 06-08-03 8:33pm Aww! I luv y'all! |