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| JediBumblebee (profile) wrote, on 6-5-2003 at 10:51pm | |
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| my head hurts again. i'm afraid i'm dying. update on all of that- my MRI and MRA both turned up negative. BUT... I have to go see a neurologist to keep looking for why I keep getting spontaneous dizzy spells. And I'm not supposed to drive for 6 months. Yeah...right. Like I can get rides to work, to class, or anywhere else. I went garage sale-ing today and bought more books....like "Philosophy and Myth in Karl Marx" and "Social Cognition". I am a HUGE nerd. A lot of my relationships have issues right now. Can't get ahold of my best friend, she's being weird, cryptic, and a pain in the butt about some things. I kindof feel like she doesnt tell me about anything anymore, mainly because she knows i'll give a negative reaction to a lot of it. But I guess its how I am, I can't really change that. When I don't like something, I won't pretend to. As far as the romantic life is concerned, I guess I'm starting to worry that I view the whole thing from a different perspective. Or that I might be "just another girlfriend"... it sounds conceited but I like to think that I should be considered the best or one of the best....lately I feel like I don't measure up or that I'm doing a crappy job. Paranoia maybe. Stressing me out. I really dont know what I'm talking about. My current situation in life..I'm feeling useless again. |
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polishpimping | 06-06-03 12:54am Hey, I read a lot of books on Marx. That was when i was a liberal, it made me more liberal. But then I saw how what looks good on paper, probably wont work in reality. I read some history, and learned about communism and socialism. That's what made me believe what I believe today. |
Rasbryjamdeltav | 06-07-03 8:06pm Why should you pretend to like something that you don't? Where is it going to get you anyway? No where...I found that out the hard way.
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