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| robbingnovember (profile) wrote, on 6-5-2003 at 11:32pm | |
| Current mood: weird/ contemplative/ nostalgic Music: Fastball Subject: You know there's always more then one way to say exactly what you mean to say |
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| I went to Dana's confirmation tonight. It was weird. I saw a few old omni people and it makes me kind of sad. I dont like not be able to see them if i want to. I want to see how they've grown and how their lives have changed. I've been feeling very omni lately, ever since i cleaned out my room and found old notes and pictures. I feel like i am so disconnected from them. Maybe i'm just a fleeting memory too. I just want to see them all again. Well at least some of them remember me (ex justin himmelbaum). Plainly, i miss them. I miss when things were a little simpler and you could count on seeing someone every day. I guess things are just different, for better or for worse. Also, i'm done with all of these grudges. I'm done. I just cant ever find the right time to say sorry. I can't move on and be a better person if i don't though. I'm sorry for all the drama i've caused. I'd really like to maybe become friends again. I dont know i'm just sick of holding on to pain. I feel like this weight is holding me down. SBE ps. i always make a scene. eh and "allison" isnt real |
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blueyed | 06-05-03 11:54pm <3, riots: we cause them |
themyracle | you're beautiful., 06-06-03 12:17am i'm sorry, also. i was just always unsure of your emotions towards me.... you're a wonderful person, sarah.... and i always regret whatever it was i did to our friendship.. and i'm hoping that could all change.... <3
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robbingnovember | Re: you're beautiful., 06-06-03 12:20am obviously it was towards you.. ya know haha.. but yeah im sorry .. i dont know why i kept it up for so long when i, in reality, missed out on a cool friendship. I dont know i have a lot more to say, but i guess ill save it for another time.
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