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| silversoldier (profile) wrote, on 6-7-2003 at 9:56pm | |
| Current mood: filth Music: "dumb" garbage (it's always had a lot of meaning) Subject: so this is the way it is? |
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| The school year's over, and I'm done with hearing the "I fecking hate CMR, you fag!" Finally, a little time to myself. Don't let me stay here too long, or I'll find a complacency that enraptures me in death and lethargy. Maybe Schylar will see what I told her. Maybe she just wants it to be her way. I'm not going to bend it that far, to make things work to be with her. That puts me in a regressive state. I'm not going to let go of either heart inside me, because they're both good, when they're needed..... Maybe we do learn control some day.... Maybe we were put here to find our imperfections and love them. Perfection leads to boredom, so I'm happy as a dysfunctional ass. Call my a schyzo if you must, but I've got my friends inside myself. The thing is, I'm really not an egomaniac, and I will not fall in love with myself. That's what I need everyone else for: a little love to every soul. Something's worth holding onto from everyone. | |
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DarkSwordDancer | a thought, 06-07-03 12:23am If the pursuit of ones self is madness should we pursuie it? |