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| daisymae (profile) wrote, on 6-7-2003 at 11:00pm | |
| Current mood: inadequite Subject: SHIT |
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| Hey ppl...ya know that cool party i was talking about for days? YEAH wasnt so cool...it was my fault though probably. I hate how i make myself feel, its like i just keep pushing myself farther down until theres no where else to go. I think that ppl don't care and that why would anyone like me or want to be with me. This is stupid i know, im just...i hate myself so much sometimes...i almost cried tonight...those of you who really know me knows thats a huge deal..i don't cry. I feel worthless and stupid and mean and bitchy and everyhtign i work not to be. I hate myself and who i've become over the last year. Why am i here? What does it matter, you say you'll miss me but no one would. I hate this life i just want to chagne everyhting and make ppl go away.....I HATE YOU I HATE THIS WORLD I HATE MYSELF. ...help me leave my life | |
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xxsliderxx | ..., 06-08-03 1:29am emily i know u prolly dont want comments right now, but i just want to tell u im sorry. first of all, if u left, i WOULD miss u, i know it doesnt change but most likely i would cry. u have become such an awesome friend. i honestly dont know what i would do without u bein there, i mean not exactly 24/7 but "so-to-speak" just here in ft. myers, bein there if i need to talk, bein there if i need to cry on your shoulder, or if i need to ask u advice about my problems. i know you prolly dont like to hold ALL that on your shoulders also, along with the problems im sure u have, but im just sayin, u help soo many people, that, the world just wouldnt be the same without u. everytime u give me advice, or just let me cry and help me through things, it really just makes me think how much u care and how much u mean to me as a friend. and i want u to know that i love u, and i want u to know u ARE NOT worthless AT ALL, yer not stupid (yer soo smart and wise), yer definitly not mean (u can be sarcastic or MAYBE sometimes bitchy) but all around, yer GREAT. and i care about u so much. i could just say "o ya, if u left id miss u" and not mean it, but i DO. i mean i really DO. ive come to be friends with u for the past year, and i know right now u dont like who youve become, but i dunno, i just wanted to let you know i love u for who u are, and i never want you to change. if u ever need to talk to me, im here, i have your number, and im sorry if your mad, or if the party wasnt the most fun for you, or if anything is wrong, i just want you to know im here...
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| Anonymous | 06-11-03 8:10pm you know what you are aboslutly rite i don't think ppl care about you and why should they...uuumm ok since you say that no one cares about you and all that other nice crap why don't you change your self and act like you want to act and be who you want to be i mean why should you be someone else for other ppl thats stupid just be your self and if no one likes who you are then screw them...ok buhbi ~*luv your anonymous critic (jeri)*~ |