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| rockon14 (profile) wrote, on 6-8-2003 at 12:05am | |
| Current mood: guilty |
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| Wouldn't it be so utterly beautiful if I could just slip into someone else's skin for just a moment. I'm tired of being me. I'm tired of my horrible body and all it's stupid problems. I want to go see a doctor, but all I can think about is the last time that happened. Maybe when I get into college where my parents can't find me. I find myself dreading this too. I can't explain. I want my paranoia to be over. I can't understand why i think some of the people who mean the most to me in life are against me. Especially cory and alyssa, they set it off the most and i really don't know why. Why do I want to think that my best friends hate me. But then again what if they do. Everything reminds me of Parks. Does everyone really hate me? |
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dingo | ~*Fix The Toilet*~, 06-08-03 12:26am *pshh* paranoia sparanoia!? Yes Bekie... I hate you too. How could anyone not LOVE you?! *pinches your cheeks* :O) |
Anonymous | Re: ~*Fix The Toilet*~, 06-08-03 1:47am I know the "Parks feeling" all too well, doll. Even the littlest things remind you of him. And it just makes you want to rip out his heart, or possibly even your own. But you're alot stronger than that. He isnt worth your pain. You'll become numb to him eventually..
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| merrymonaghan06 | Re: Re: ~*Fix The Toilet*~, 06-09-03 9:47am I love you Bekie! Anyone who's against you doesn't deserve you in their life! I feel so blessed to have you!
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