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thedarkerside (profile) wrote,
on 6-8-2003 at 5:10pm
Current mood: pissed
Subject: grr............
Ok....Medically...she could be in bad health...or she might not. But she doesnt know that. For all we know she could die tomorrow...in 5 minutes ..in the next hour..or maybe its not that serious. She doesnt know. We dont know. Yet she still continues to ruin my life and still be the ignorant bitch she always was. How many times have i helped her when she needed me...how many times have i cried wit her...how many times have I done everything she has told me to and its never good enough.

Now she wants me to get a job. I'm fucking 14 going on 15. No one would hire me...plus i would not want to bag peoples grocerys especially all the fuckin snops that go to d&w that would probably treat me like i'm their buttler. Im fucking 14. My sister is going on 18 and she doesnt have a fucking job so why should i have to get one.

Dad:"Whens the last time we've been to Old navy? ::chuckles::" (because my dad loves that store)
Amy:"Not in a llonngg time"
Mom:"well you'll have to make some money"
Amy:"How do you expect me to make money i'm 14 and no ones going to hire a 14 year old."
Mom:"Babysit."
Amy: "there no one to babysit around here."(true)
Mom:"Thats because you always turn them down."
Amy:"Excuse me. Who have I turned down?"
Mom:"Ramsays."
Amy:"I have never turned them down.. Why would i turn down the chance to even make money?"
::Silence and the subject gets changed::

God damnit. I hate this.. I hate the constant push to be better...to try to grow up. I have my whole life a head of me i dont need someone nagging on me to do something thats totally not necessary.

She wonders why i dont confied in her or talk to her.
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Anonymous

no subject, 06-08-03 5:30pm

hey hun. I am sorry that you and your mom don't get along, u can always come talk to me whenever. ok? and don't worry my parents think i should get a job too! 14 year olds aren't suppose to have jobs, there suppose to be lazy and hang out with friends. lol. I luv You!
Amanda Houston

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