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| Iron-Cipher (profile) wrote, on 6-9-2003 at 10:43pm | |
| Current mood: melancholy Music: Don't want the world to see me- areosmith Subject: Hidng from the world, and hiding from the pain |
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I'll admit it, I'm hiding from the world. i just want to crawl up in a ball in a corner of my room, lock the door, and shut of the light, and hide. I learned it would be so easy to hurt the one I love, I don't want too... I want to hide from them so I can never hurt them. i don't want to let them go but I know that I will eventually let my loved ones down, and I don't want that to happen. i love you all and sometime I feel like to be the person that everone wants me to be that includes an amount of prefection, and what happens when I screw up. I want to stay inside and hide from everyone including my maker. i don't know how to live and not hurt the ones I love... I'm afraid of losing you all, or hurting you, i've hurt people I love and I never want to again. *locks door* *finds a corner* colapses into a ball in the corner and cries* |
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sportsgirl | 06-10-03 12:06am Hun you can never let me down i will always be there right next to you cheering you on no matter what you do. i love you and care about you and will stick up for you in what ever you believe in. Becuse i believe in you.
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Shinigami | 06-10-03 1:18am *goes to house, unlocks the door and picks up mass of Nick, holds him and never lets go* |
Angel_Bob | 06-10-03 10:31am Nick, I'm sorry but you can't spend all of your life never doing anything and just worrying about hurting people. Trust me, I know. But sometimes you just have to let go of that fear, of that insecurity and just go.
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