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| musicalbabe (profile) wrote, on 6-9-2003 at 7:58pm | |
| Music: Urinetown-Snuff That Girl Subject: just an update on things... |
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| hmm okay. i'll just a lil bit about recent stuff. happy trails party: well annie and christina just begged me to let them tell him so here's how they did it: i walked away and chatted with my mom and brian just to do something cuz everyone was there laughing and listening to them. so apparently someone was like 'someone wants to be your cowgirl' and he was like 'ya know, i really don't care' and they were like 'well, her name begins with an m and ends with an -elissa' haha. very creative guys. i'm sorta depressed about the 'ya know, i really don't care' response but idk. maybe its because i/m listening to music, cuz that usually makes even the most emotional things lose their emotion...but yeah. i have a feeling he's still flirting cuz he sorta was at youth group after they told him...idk. last night i was really depressed about the whole thing, cuz now 'the next 2 years of my youth church life will be awkward'. nicely stated by annie, i think. but it might all work out, you never know. i learned that it took like 3 years for kyle and christina to finally get together. too bad i only have 2...:-( it's times like these that it really hits you that people REALLY do graduate and go off to college and you don't see them anymore... IT REALLY SUCKS!! o well. i still like andrew even though things are hella awkward between us now... and i really like my new image of being hella boy crazy and thinking that every guy is hot. finally, christina takes an interest in me. its hard to believe i used to think she was mean, cuz now she's like really really nice to me... Random Date-Rape-Drug talk, 7th period in the Multi today okay wtf was up with that? i missed mr. hayman's 'here's how to survive in high school' end of the year major speech for a stupid meeting with a police officer to talk about date-rape-drugs and how we shud be careful. i think i've learned by now that high school guys, AND guys my age (thanks to a lovely conversation i overheard between keith and eric and some ppl at lunch today) are HELLA horny and want sex really helly badly. but i mean, i've learned that already from just meeting some of the people i've met this year, so why make it a huge deal and tell us all about it now? whatever. i'm pissed that i got taken out of seventh period for that... it was weird. Grad Shopping: I HAVE AN OUTFIT!! OMG I MUST'VE SPENT LIKE 6 HOURS LOOKING FOR A FRICKIN GRADUATION OUTFIT BUT I FOUND ONE!!! thank God... Brian: HE'S A FUCKING RAPIST!! I SWEAR!! I HAVE REASONS TO BE FREAKED OUT THAT HE WUD TRY TO RAPE ME!! how bout i explain myself: 1) in the car to mer's house for the pre-grad night party, i got a $5 from my mom in case i wanted to walk down to baskin robin's after the dance. so, i'm wearing a skirt and a spaghetti strap top and an over shirt thing. no pockets. so i'm like: where am i supposed to put this? i can't put in my bra (cuz i cud lose it...haha...long story that's nicole's to tell, not mine) so i'm like, where else? IN MY THONG? and brian's like: 'sure! i'll show ya how to fold it! you fold it over 3 times, and then hook it around...' and luckully my mom shut him up before he could explain any further. the lord only knows how he found that out... 2) i was talking about how i almost got asked out at grad dance and how i would've said yes. i got sorta carried away and was like 'i would've said yes to almost ANYBODY' and brian was all like 'just a word of advice, don't EVER tell ur mother ur EASY.' i was like ummm WTF??? fatherly figures don't say that. well i know my father definately wouldn't... he doesn't even know i wear thongs... 3) he slapped my butt. no joke. u had to be there to like understand that it wasn't like a sexual gesture, but i mean, hand on ass is hand on ass no matter HOW it was intended. okay so that's my rant on brian being a total perv. i really hope my mom's being responsible with him...it's kind of scary that i have to live with a guy that bothers me so much... and he's like ALWAYS touching my mom. and totally tried to hella french her in front of me in the car. luckully she was like 'okay not in front of my daughter' and kept her mouth closed and gave him a quick kiss. ick. okay thats all for now. i hafta go ponder how to sign nicole's yearbook...and watch fame. best show EVER!! |
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| Anonymous | this is rachel but i dont have an account so yea..., 06-11-03 8:24pm yea u kinda didnt miss much w/ mr haymans lecture but i wuldve rather heard it again than listen 2 dat junk. it wuz so stupid. and sum1 asked "wat duz a guy do wen he rapes u??" dude, HELLO??? where have u been da last 14 years? haha. o bummer bout brian. sounds sucky. |
| Anonymous | 06-12-03 8:37pm He sounds aight to me, cept if you dont like the butt slappin tell him. But shit, seriously later most step-dads just go down hill from the beginning, its a known fact. |
musicalbabe | Re:, 06-12-03 8:53pm well you don't hafta live with him... it really sucks to be afraid that my mom's having sex like EVERY NIGHT...i mean, idk, but he really is a perv... and how many step-dads to you know? o well...it just sucks. nothing to do about it... :-( |