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daisymae (profile) wrote,
on 6-11-2003 at 11:04am
Current mood: frustrated
Music: Boxcarracer
Subject: Who?
I think i'm just a mold for everyone else......i am what you watn me to become. I have no opinioins of my own and I don't even knw wha tI want. No one sees th ereal me becuase it's lost inside of my facade, change me as you';d like. I wan tot please you but I don't try hard enough so you just have to make me inot whatever you'd dream the perfect frined, girlfreind, daughter woudl be. Does it matter that I don't know what to say when this happens? Do i even realize anymore that it is happening? The only thing tha thelps me is myself....you don't know me i don't even know myself. I won't bullshit about finding myself, i don't think i was ever there. Hel p me to reinvent the person I never was. I dress thsi way to help you I do these things to make you smile. What about me? What aobut wha tI htink or want? Do i know what i want? No. I want somone to lie near me and tell me what t think, but not to tell me how. I just want to dream my own dreams instead of his. Why do i feel this way? Why whywhywhywhywhywhywhy....it doesn't matter.
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Anonymous

06-11-03 7:28pm

ok i can honestly say you are fucked up in the head!!!....you sooo need help...maybe you need just to stop putting up with everyone else and stop trying to be like everyone else and find yourself....cuz i can honestly say that whatever that is up there ^ is uummm well kinda fucked up i think you have some serious prblms and no wonder no one wants to be around you and they like leaving you at the beach....everyone talks about you and they say that you are a bitch and you need to go to anger management plus who the hell would write shit like you just wrote i mean ne one can read this and your just making a fool out of your self ok thats all i have to say rite now see ya tomorrow >:) ~*luv your anonymous critic (jeri)*~

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Anonymous

Re:, 06-11-03 9:01pm

FUCK YOU!! who the fuck do you think youare you fucking bitch?? How dare you comment on what you don't know the least bit about? And you think i'm sad? Well your commenting on somones journal you don't even FUCKING know!!! Okay ya know what ...have your little fun and comment away...i have friends that care about me. This comment is for all of your other comments too. Who cares if i have some issues or if i'm having trouble finding who i am? ITS MY JOURNAL what the fuck do you think i'm supposed to right in it? Nice happy thoughts?? Oh and like omg was making fun of someone i don't talk like that i happen to be slightly more mature. YA know what else? You are nothing, a nobody that spends their time commenting and bringing other ppl down to make themselves feel better. I think you're the one that needs help. Have a fuckign great life.
Emily




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crazziehunnie

Re:, 06-11-03 9:17pm

excuse me you fucking cuntrag jeri. emily is one of my really good friends and the only person who leaves her places like that is ashley, who had to get her older cousin to do her work for her cuz she is too much of a pussy to do it herself. no one that i know talks about her or calls her a bitch besides ASHLEY and you dont even know whom "everyone" would consist of so i think you need to back the fuck off. i dont think emily is fucked up in the head either. i mean, this is HER journal, she can write whatever she wants in it and no one said you had to read it and i would asume that anyone that would read it wouldnt criticize her. so you need to just go the hell away i mean you dont even know emily so leave her the fuck alone and tell your cousin to stand up for herself for once.

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xxsliderxx

Re: Re:, 06-11-03 9:47pm

who the fuck said jeri was my cousin? jeri isnt my fuckin cousin bitch so get a life. ya yer right i AM person who would leave someone who acts like a fuckin bitch in front of people when she doesnt get her way. fist of all, i dont really have a problem with emily, and if i did i wouldnt be a pissy and tell her. if u have a problem with me tell me to my fuckin face bitch. haha no one calls her a bitch?!?! hahaha! ya, well, obviously u dont hear alot do u? i didnt hvae a problem with her still, ive been outta town, and i just got home, i dunno what the hell yer damn problem is, but get is damn straight, i didnt say SHIT. and yer right, i did call emily a bitch and so did like 5 other people, because it was the TRUTH. get a fuckin life u think im not scared to tell her she can be a bitch?!?! ive already told her... well, let me say it again, EMILY U CAN BE A BITCH SOMETIMES... BUT SO CAN EVERYONE FUCKIN ELSE. jeez, not everyone is perfect, damn i dont even see how this got to me where u think she is my cousin.. ym cousin is elisha, and get it damn straight, and jeri is a friend from GA. get it straight. don't worry, i can stand up for myself. yer standin up for emily, what im not allowed to have people stand up for me?!? huh?!? thats a lil unfair dontcha think?!? w/e get a fuckin life, and dont start puttin words in my mouth!

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Anonymous

you said it, 06-12-03 9:42pm

ya, my cuzn jeri is down and we are goin to stay at a condo on the beach tonight lol.

thats exactly from your journal ashley.. so shut up.

<33 me

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Anonymous

06-11-03 7:28pm

ok i can honestly say you are fucked up in the head!!!....you sooo need help...maybe you need just to stop putting up with everyone else and stop trying to be like everyone else and find yourself....cuz i can honestly say that whatever that is up there ^ is uummm well kinda fucked up i think you have some serious prblms and no wonder no one wants to be around you and they like leaving you at the beach....everyone talks about you and they say that you are a bitch and you need to go to anger management plus who the hell would write shit like you just wrote i mean ne one can read this and your just making a fool out of your self ok thats all i have to say rite now see ya tomorrow >:) ~*luv your anonymous critic (jeri)*~

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