| Add Memory | Add To Friends | |
| christini (profile) wrote, on 6-11-2003 at 10:52pm | |
| Current mood: worried |
|
| :*( i miss emy soooooo much :( . its getting downright pathetic. i need to get out of this house. or get more people in. or something. yesterday i spent 6 hours trying to access all the emails he sent me last summer. brother and dad wiped out computer in august. but we saved them. and i fucked with it so much, that when brother tried to bring em up, he got up EVERY SINGLE FUCKING folder, EXCEPT for the one with all my emy emails. ::tears::. but i spent my hours, and finally opened itup in word and got past the gyberish.. 60 pages later it was all printed out :(. i miss him so much. its driving me crazy. i wanan see him so bad. but im afraid that if i did get my mom to drive me out tehre ( she said that since i wasnt going wiht him the whole time shed take me out there and wed spend a few days with his family) but im scared he wouldnt wanna see mee :( ... and it would be even worse.. ccuz he was mad. and maybe he thought about it and realized how much better he can do than me, and was like, fuck it, i dont need her, i can have so much better! :( . i hope not. cuz if i lost him, life as i know it would be over. done with. byebey. hes my everything .. ::tears:: | |
| Post A Comment |
|
samiam6500q | 06-12-03 1:41am woman.. u need to stop worrying.. hell be home sooner than u think. just think about tomorrow/today.. its going to be off the chain! lol ;) |
dmlxoxo | 06-12-03 11:11am although i dont know him, and i just "met" u, im sure that he doesnt feel that way. couples fight and get mad at eachother, but thats what keeps u going. u should talk to him about it if u feel that u love him more than he loves u. dont stress about it. when is he coming home?? feel better ;) |
colombiana | christine.., 06-13-03 10:42am listen baby.. u gotta get outta this depressed stage.. 10 dayz mite seem long but itz not.. so juz try to think of happy timez and juz think of the fun the future can bring for u 2.. juz stop sweatin it and itll be over with soon.. love ya.. |