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andi (profile) wrote, on 6-12-2003 at 9:31pm | |
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OK so I found out that my grandma is gonna move in w/ us. I dunno when but it's w/in a year or less. See, my grandma has memory loss and it's gettin worse and worse as the days go by. She don't remember what she and my mom talked about yesturday. It's pretty bad. She don't even remember my name. Now that's pretty bad. The thing is we don't have room in my house. It's tight in here. We're very very tight on money b/c of the city and bills and we really can't afford taking in another person. If my grandma does move in here then My sis cat is gonna move in w/ me and Amanda gets cat's room and My grandma gets amanda's lil room. I have so much stress on me right now it sux. I have so much to do and now this. I can't take it. I can only take so much and this is over my limit. My room is actually a lil too small for 2 teenagers to live in there and it's hard sharing a bathroom w/ 3 ppl now it's gonna be four! I can't take it. I hate thinking about it but I can't stop. I cried today in my room for a long time and if u know me I never cry and if I do it's for a pretty good reason. I have to get outta this house and go some where. I wanna run away.Boy a lot of my friends have it made. May be to you that my problem doesn't seem so bad but u know I'm not telling u the details and the details are aweful. I'm only giving you the surface. I want to run and never stop. Go someplace that no one knows me and run again. I woould like to have everyone not to complain to me about there problems or anything similar b/c I can't take anymore and I am afraid that I would yell at you b/c maybe to me you have it better. I seriously need to talk to someone right now. I don't really care to talk about this b/c it'll be nice to talk about something else. Like the question game. That's fun. I want someone to come over tomorrow. I have that someone in mind. I'll ask them tonight if they call me. I don't like calling ppl anymore. I do it too much so I want a break from it. andi |
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tubularchick88 | Call or email, 06-13-03 12:13am Well ok i know u dont like calling so like email me if u wanna talk or go do something but lol pleaz do it sonn cuzz im leaving again. Luv yaz! |
tubularchick88 | Sorry, 06-13-03 12:15am Hey, Im really sorry you have to go though all this, it seems to really suk. I hope it gets better.luv yaz |