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skittlicious (profile) wrote,
on 6-15-2003 at 1:12pm
Current mood: my eyes hurt
Music: [[simple plan]] perfect
Subject: fathers day? a joyous occasion with a father and his child[ren]...fuck that.
This weekend was ok, Thursday i went to Lauren's it was fun, even though she seems to think it wasnt, it was. thanks. Then friday mama picked me up and i was grounded for the night, which i guess was ok, i mean i wanted to go to the show to see ******. but thats ok, another time, another time. So saturday, i did some stuff around the house, i dyed my hair <3, and then went back to lauren's. I got there and she was sleeping, awe. yeah, me and dan didnt let her sleep a lot, buahah. So later, matt came over. LAUREN MADE US DINNEr, it was good. Then we went over to a vacant parking lot, and i watched them do fireworks, it was fun, lauren was the leader of the cult, standing on a lighting up bucket, ha. we got back to laurens, and i introduced matt and dan into spank the monkey and they got it to play the song, hah, and then i tried to live up to all my talk, and i couldnt, sorry guys. Lauren fell asleep at like 2? But we found this amazing new game, involves a fish tank and aliens, amazing. Thank you Brian.
Today, sunday, fathers day, bah. I went to lunch with Lauren and her step dad, Charlie, im jealous, she has a great step dad, heh. Thank for lunch <3. Now im waiting for my mom to get home to take me to my dads, so i can have a wonderful day with my father. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh *points gun to head*. he's become such a dick lately, i hope i get this job at chuck e cheese, so i can be in boca a lot, and it becomes so much of a hassle, that i get to come home early, that would be so nice, then i'd get to have a life, and see friends, and see my mom.

Hey Dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according
To plan?
Do you think I’m wasting
My time doing things I
Wanna do?
But it hurts when you
Disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can’t pretend that
I’m alright
And you can’t change me

‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be
My hero?
All the days
You spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don’t
Care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can’t stand another fight
And nothing’ alright

Nothing’s gonna change
The things that you said
Nothing’s gonna make this
Right again
Please don’t turn your back
I can’t believe it’s hard
Just to talk to you
But you don’t understand

‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect

‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect


<3 always
mandyyyy

p.s. if anyone knows how to do the blurr thing, like on zac wolf's live journal, the comment link, let me know, cause its a m a z i n g.
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skittlicious

youre great ;-), 06-15-03 1:41pm

amazingggg
thank you for the blurryness miss pj. greatly appreciated.

and im gonna NOT watch the movie, til i can come over and we can have our after party.

love always
fandaaaa

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justanotherkid

06-17-03 10:28am

w00t i have been linked to

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