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graffiti (profile) wrote,
on 6-15-2003 at 5:13pm
Current mood: empty
Music: [ Metallica ] : One
Hmm. I just don't know much of anything anymore. Millions of thoughts floating around my head, all a blur, that I can't make sense of. It's getting harder to figure people out when I can't even form whole thoughts myself, let alone try to form those thoughts into words. I think I'll be lucky to survive the summer..mentally anyways. There's too much growing up to do, too many things to figure out.

Then there's this conversation me and Christina are having..about being old. I told her that we're not officially 'old' until the age of 30. That's when we'll look back to our middle school years [For me, the two years that cursed me] and think 'Those were the greatest days of our lives'. If these are the greatest days I'll ever have, I'm scared to know what the not-so-great part of my life is going to be like..

Continues crying and chewing off hand.
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klayman

06-15-03 5:41pm

ill always be here for ya through the good and bad..

i love you

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thedarkerside

Re:, 06-22-03 2:00am

omg i hear ya.

I think I've like cried everyday for absolutly no reason...I dont wanna grow up Im a toys 'R' us KID I never want my childhood to end...

unless that means leaving my parents but still hitting them up for money then i'll leave willingly..lol

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