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| sherriffsteve (profile) wrote, on 6-15-2003 at 7:19pm | |
| Music: "Me and Bobby McGee" -Janis Joplin Subject: broken |
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| I sware to God I want to kill myself. I hate things so much. My mom's being a jerk and Dan is gonna start yelling at me. And I know I'm gonna be tempted to run away for at least a few days just drive south until I can't drive anymore then "MAYBE" I'll come back. I feel bad cause I was a jerk to Marisa yesterday. She wanted to go back to Sam's cause Dusty was there, and on our way there she said "hurry" but I was so pissed at my mom that I blew up at Marisa and I said "I don't fucking care about you and Dusty anymore" and I could tell that what I said hurt her a little bit but I was so angry I was driving 75 down Shaner. I gets really scary when you do that. But I really hope that she knows that I'm sorry. And I really didn't mean it. And on the other hand, Dan... It's making me go crazy but I need to do it. I need to stop this. I need to be Me. I really feel like I wanna run away, this is so fucked up. I always told myself when I was little that I would never runaway because that never solved anything. But it seems that nothing is getting solved anyway so I might as well. Well, if I do....goodbye. |
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happygolucky4646 | 06-15-03 8:21pm it's not running away that's bad, it's when you never come back. either way, good luck molly, and always know that there are people who care about you more than you know. hopefully i'll see you again before i go. |
rocketboxer | 06-16-03 2:38am i love you no matter what. i can handle anything you have to throw. you can run away and be with me in wyoming for a few days if you want to. my door's open. always.
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