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| JB1863 (profile) wrote, on 6-16-2003 at 11:40pm | |
| Current mood: bitchy Music: booooooo music |
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| eh today wasnt that great of a day. i mean it wasnt a bad day, but it wasnt a good day. i had plans today with nicole primato but she canceled on me, THANKS! lol just kidding, just dont cancel our new plans. ok um so instead i just played video games during the day, then drove to rehearsal. rehearsal tonight was annoying. we learned the rest of the shipoopie dance and then started to run the play. no progress with the cute girl tonight, i get mixed signals from her. some days i will think she is in to me, but then other times i will think she is totally uninterested. it seems like she worships that guy. boo that. i just want her to be into me. i had to drive that bratty girl home again tonight. i hate her and her mother. i need a pick me up. ow, i have a headache. i havent talked or seen "her" in a few days, i miss her. i guess this is how next year is going to be. that sucks. ok new subject so people dont think i'm still talking about "her". i had a talk with my dad a few days ago about life and death and its really changed my perspective on life. and lately things have just been going through my mind. i just feel like i have a bigger purpose in life, that i'm destined to do something else, something great. just something doesnt seem right, the way life works doesnt seem to fit. i just feel like there is a bigger picture that is being missed here (not religous wise) just in general. no, i still dont believe in god. i just am looking for something else. i dont know, i'm weird. i'm just in a crappy mood tonight. i'm just tired. goodnight.
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THElilsteph | 06-17-03 12:06am hey baby! Boo music is right! Yeah- I'm sorry your day sucked ass too. Mine was bad, but in a completely different way. Raincheck soon!
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loveloatherepeat | 06-17-03 12:24pm Hello Diva, I miss you ! I'm sorry I missed the sneak-peak over at City Place, but I will talk you sometimes SOON, right? =) Miss you ! |