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| andi (profile) wrote, on 6-17-2003 at 11:07pm | |
| Current mood: no mood Subject: Speaking My Lame bum Mind (as always) |
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| Sooooo....My life as I know it is happening w/ out me. I sit in my room and wonder where it all went. Sometimes I just wanna lay there for enternity and Have ppl let me be. I've hurt some of my friends in ways I can't describe. I get a negative vibe from some. Some of them are not over to what I've done to them even though I have said sorry and all that. But even though few of it wasn't all me, I still feel bad b/c I can't change the way they feel. Few ppl want me to feel terrable and just die. But I cannot denie I do too. It's all a fuzz, a blur. I want to have what I had before w/ some ppl. I sometimes I wish I took take it all back, even though I am happy at what I did to some. Sigh... For all those who don't want me to be happy, fine be that way. Don't open ur eyes, mind and heart to me and c what others see. But you should give me a chance or another chance and I can be a friend that u've been missing in ur life. But u know what? If u don't want to then fine, have a Joyous life w/ out me.... I want to have a friend sleep over, like 5 friends, yeah! That would be nice. But that's not going to happen soon. I'm going away soon. So maybe I'll become back a different person w/ a new outlook on ppl. But maybe I wont on some ppl. Who knows? I'm gonna go and lay in my room and think about some things...later AndI |
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Cali | Hey, 06-20-03 12:23am Yeah! I know I can hold a grudge for a while but you know what it's all good! |