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| goobs827 (profile) wrote, on 6-18-2003 at 12:03pm | |
| Current mood: discontent |
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| UGH...I hate this. 1 minute i can be in the best spot with my friends...I love them all and we're having so much fun... ... A few hours later they become insensitve and even obnoxious. Thats what happened to me yesterday. I got into a mini online fight/argument with a good friend (and she just happened to be with 2 of my other good friends so im sure right now theyre talking shit about me which is great) and she really really upset me. I was in tears. It was just the fact that she was being a big hypocrite and seemed like she was making up excuses not to want to hang out with me (us)...Which is pretty funny considering in previous days everyone including herself is like "We have to hang out every day til camp." UGH it was so frustrating cos I feel like such an idiot writing all that "my friends are amazing and they make me high" shit in my last post and now having this to deal with. This also helped me realize a few things. Finally seeing this person in a bad light helped me to recognize some better traits in my other friends. It was sort of a reality check. I know we'll settle this, at least i really hope we do, cos i wanna see her before camp...but honestly i dont know if she even gives 2 craps...and if that is the case, then i guess that helps me realize not just a little but A LOT. But if she does care, which i really hope she does cos I do <3 her, then I guess its okay. But this still revealed a lot to me about her, and for that matter about the other 2 friends that were there with her, since they obviously were helping her and pushing her along...but im still not sure if 1 of the girls was there yet. Oh well, last night i was really messed up and crying, because I guess it came as a total shock, but today I'm ok. And if she wants to fix this then I know how Im gonna react. More on these developments later... Its such a crappy day I dont even feel like changing ughhhhhhhhh i guess this day goes along with my mood....hopefully tomorrow will be a little more sunny... ~Forever&Always~ gabi |
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crazyhils44 | 06-18-03 12:43pm GABS!!! WHAT HAPPENED?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?! call and tell me all about it-im soo sorry i kno how these things suck----mwaa ilu sweetie we gata hang out and bake and watch bridget jones!!!! lololol or do something else could be cool too---ILU BUFFAYYS!!!! |
| Anonymous | 06-18-03 1:13pm hey gabi- sorry hope u guys make-up. i no how ya feel! if its who i think it is -Lauren kL |
forxndnives | 06-18-03 4:10pm hy gabi---wut u sed may rly hrt sum1s felins--esp thse 3 grlz!--one piece ov dvce--thnk thn rite!! thse grlz may c ths
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dmlxoxo | 06-18-03 7:38pm hola chiquita bonita, im sooooo sorry to hear that ur day has been so awful. things will get better i promise. if u need someone to talk to, just call me or whatever, ill always be here for u to talk to. :) |