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Iron-Cipher (profile) wrote,
on 6-20-2003 at 9:06pm
Current mood: confused
Music: Googoo Dolls - Don't the world to see me
Subject: *sigh of confusion*

I don't know anymore, things seem to be getting harder and harder. With every step i take my heart seems to be torn down like a brick to a feather. Faith, something I talk about alot, but I feel like a fallen angel, because I think I have lost it. Lost my faith, wow does the world seem so hard to bear now that faith is gone. I just don't know anymore, not worthy, not able, not ready. *sigh of complete surrender* I give up, I can't do it anymore. This seed has obviously land in a desert, my one last wish is that I had made a difference, so when I get to stand infront of God one day, and try to explain why I lost my faith, that I can atleast point out something good I've done, and hope that eternity won't last to long...
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sportsgirl

i love you!, 06-20-03 9:46pm

Im sorry hun that things are getting so hard for you now. Threw thick and thin i will help you in anyway i can possibly can. You name it and i will try my hardest to be by your side to try to help you. Never give up, never let loose of somthing you care so much of. Your faith is a part of you and with out it a part of you is gone. I dont thing you have lost your faith tottaly it is just misplaced for a while untill you can find it again. Hun and you are worthy of faith because if you where not worthy then you just would not give a damn. but you do. you do care. and no matter what happens i will stick by you and you can always talk to me about anything you need too.
love you always
jess

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Angel_Bob

06-21-03 9:03am

Why is everyone reliving my life? Can't they at least relive the good parts?

Just a month ago, I was thinking the very same thing. I thought it so badly that last week, I did. I gave up. I paid for it too. You saw. It was a complete flow of emotion that broke my heart. And it was all my fault.

So don't give up, Nick. It seems like that's much better than what you have...the grass is always greener...but in this case it isn't. You'll give up and that other side will hurt so badly.

Don't give up.

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harley

06-22-03 9:28pm

He never promised that it would be easy, only that it would be worth it in the end.

Harley

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