06-22-03 12:23pm

I like where you are going with this...
I agree, she needs to think before she speaks sometimes, well all the time.

I love you!

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eh.., 06-22-03 1:02pm

If this is about me and I am like 98% sure that it is...this is my latest post.

I'm out of my element. no one can understand that.

again. Judgement.

I shoudlnt even worry about it anymore. Its old repetative news.

When i didnt talk..people think i'm snobby...or that i think im better...i didnt talk rairly because i was unhappy...and not to mention i'm shy.

Dont judge if you dont know the whole story. You dont know me that well you cant already assume things because you havent been though some of the stuff i have and your not me.

And you said I should think before I talk.

I'm free to what I want to say and so is everyone else. I think and I write exactly what I think down. It takes balls to do that and I'm glad I do because there could be a lot of people who relate to it or agree with me.

I cant just throw away "friends". But I can avoid those who bother me..To the people that said " I was using everyine" Well... I wasnt but you can definatly count on me hanging out with differnt people and some the same people that I did....I've gone through to much with our so called group and I'm giving up because I know its never going to stop.

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Re: eh.., 06-22-03 4:22pm

OK hun

It's true not all of us have been through the same stuff as you have, but you also haven't been through the same stuff as some of us. The the beauty and the ugliness of having your own life. We're not supposed to experience the same thing..otherwise those psychiatrist who spent 8 bajillion years in college would be out on the streets.

I'm sorry you have problems. But try to realize that we all have them too.

Calling 'us' judgemental is just being judgemental yourself.

I don't want to fight with you. I love you to death but you need to realize some of this.

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Re: Re: eh.., 06-22-03 6:00pm

I'm not a 5 year old. I realize all of it but for someone to open their mouth about something just because they dont "understand" or feel angry about it....thats fine but if u have beef with me bring it to me.

See how did this get started again? its fucking summer. You have to now understand why i want to leave this, we all may have been friends or what not but theres to much of a personality clash and i dont see it going anywhere.

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Re: Re: Re: eh.., 06-22-03 6:08pm

Maybe he just didn't want to start something with you. Like you said, he's allowed to say what hes thinking in his journal.

And no I don't understand why you want to leave. We all have our issues, but we get through them with the help of our friends. These beautiful friends that we have Amy that just want to be let in. Maybe if you wouldn't have made up your mind to quickly. So quickly to judge and think you know our personalities...

Our friends Amy are beautiful people. Every last one of them. They all care about eachother and we all know we will always have someone to go to when we need it.

These are beautiful strong caring people Amy.

Let them in

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Re: Re: Re: Re: eh.., 06-22-03 7:05pm

Let them in? I have let some in. And the person i trusted the most ruined my trust.. How am i supose to let people in when I tell them something then it gets out and I hear about it from another person a day later. I understand These are good people but I dont like how i feel when i'm with some of them ...thats just it..

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: eh.., 06-22-03 9:19pm

Amy don't pity yourself so much. We all have it hard, no matter what we go through family, money, friendship problems. We have all been through it in one way or another. Some of us don't have so much money. Some a 'mean' parent(s), some a smaller house, some dont get their clothes bought for them like you Amy. Atleast try to look at the things you have, and not the things you don't have. Appreciate everything for all its worth.

Another thing thats more related to your comment. Why is it so hard for you to forgive? Why do you say you forgive and then bring things back up and shove it into peoples faces? If I never forgave anyone I'd go crazy...

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: eh.., 06-22-03 10:09pm

what the hell are you talking about? Pittying myself? Okkaaaayyyyyyyyy??????
I dont know what the fuck you are talkin about there but whatever..

When did i say i forgave?

the whole shoving in faces must be the reality talking.

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: eh.., 06-22-03 10:13pm

And when I said "stuff i've been through" i was refuring to stuff i've been through in the group not personal shit.

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Re: Re: eh.., 06-24-03 3:33pm

otherwise those psychiatrist who spent 8 bajillion years in college would be out on the streets.

You used that somewhere else too, I think on a different old comment. Hmm.. Am I losing my mind?

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: eh.., 06-24-03 3:37pm

Okay seriously. I don't have anything against any of you but leave Amy alone. Seriously, I mean, Sheely: You're like "Is it so hard for you to forgive?" Well.. Is it so hard for YOU to forgive, too? Friendship is a two-way thing, trust me I know.. so don't put it all on Amy. I'm not saying I know the whole story here either.. but like.. Come on. It's like your whole group is yelling at eachother for your own faults that you see in others as well. It's just like... Damn. Where's the love?

Oh well. Don't get me in it now. Just had an opinion that deserves to be heard.

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: eh.., 06-24-03 4:13pm

ok, Arie, i think your right but some of the things that Amy says need to be thought threw before she says them.
Amy it's your thing if your want to leave the so called "group". nobody's gonan stop u. and we know that your gonna go hang with dannie and them, but it just seems liek your acting as if your to good for us now, u talk about it like were in a lower class than everyone else or something. I dunno i guess i am just a lil confused on why u just suddenly treated us as people not good enough for u to hang out with.
Amanda

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: eh.., 06-24-03 8:34pm

"We all know that your going to go and hang out with dannie and them"
Whats so bad about that? And frankly, I dont recall ever treating you guys like you wernt good enough like your in a so called "lower class" and that was never the issue. I didnt just wake up one morning and deside.. "OH JEEZE! no ones good enough for me these days!" Did it ever occur to you that maybe it was the people and confrontations i was having with them? Thats being judgemental right there, saying that I dont think you guys are good enough when you dont even know whats going on.

Thanks a bunch!

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: eh.., 06-25-03 12:24pm

ok, i didn't say that there is anything wrong with hanging out with them, i just mean that u talk about them as if they are better than everyone else. so don't try to put words into my mouth.
Amanda

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: eh.., 06-25-03 10:46pm

Your puttin words in my mouth by saying that I think they are better than everyone else. I have never said that. Maybe to you they are people in a higher social class than us but to me they are just people that I met and people that will be some of my new friends.

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: eh.., 06-26-03 12:44pm

no hun, i have alot of people that agree with me when i say that you talk about them in a "higher social class" so... do/say whatever but i don't really give a shit anymore.
Amanda

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: eh.., 06-26-03 1:24pm

I dont even talk about them in front of you guys so i dont even know what the hell your talking about and to tell you the truth I really didnt give a shit to begin with

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stuff, 07-01-03 3:07pm

It's been a long time since i've been on the internet and when I checked this I couldn't believe it. Why don't you people just let it go. If Amy wants to leave let her, quit trying to howl her and trying to make her feel like she is doing something wrong. I have talked to Amy long enough to know that she is not judging anyone. The only thing she is judging is if her friends are right for her. And you know I don't blame her, because you guys are acting like little kids, sitting there saying that she is pitting herself and that she is just doing this because you guys aren't cool enough, what you guys are doing is making up any reason to get mad at her and to make her feel guilty enough for someting she hasn't even done or said. Let it go. You say she is judging when you guys are sitting there doing it left and right. I mean talk about major hipacrit.

Well I gotta go. Bye!

Amy I love you!!
Carinna



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Re: stuff, 07-02-03 12:30pm

I love you too Carrina!

lol

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