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cait0880 (profile) wrote,
on 6-23-2003 at 10:41pm
Subject: fuck this shit
Alright so now im talking to russ. and hes telling me its wrong to be "hooking up" withtout surely breaking it off with kris, but isnt it like a given that me and krsi are over? he said its wrong because kris is still waiting for me. but it doesnt matter because i stoped that shit he isnt worth my time. I told russ i was with louis now. he said that wrong or whatever. But i dont care cause louis is nicer and better to me then kris ever was in the 10months we were together. come to think of it ....lou is nicer then any other guy has ever been to me to be completely truthfull...i get along with lou really well...and i always did..lou is a great kid and kris just isnt right for me...i dont care...what do you people think Louis or Kris...not that it will change anything im just wonderring ...cuz im sticking with lou..hes the kid for me :) haha

here something that russ said...MrLunt135: but kris betrayed me
MrLunt135: he broke the trust
MrLunt135: and i could never trust him again in a relastionship
iFoLLoWbAdRoNaLd: true but be the bigger person
MrLunt135: i would love to be the bigger person. but i think id be bigger if i didnt pretend to be in love with someone who i am not...and was truthfull with him
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Anonymous

06-26-03 12:09pm

Honestly, if Kris is doing what he's supposed to be doing, not to sound mean, but he's probably thinking the same thing you are. That your whole relationship was based on drugs. A year is a long time, and I think your finally realizing something about Kris that seemed very inherent in his appearance. He's a user, he used you to get coke, he used you to get attention, he used you to get love, and when he felt it necessary, he treated you like shit. I dont want to tell you what you do and dont feel but it seems as though you only loved him when he left, simply because you missed having him around, not because you truly loved him.
And if that Russ kid has anything to say, well, its really none of his business, because he's ignoring how much of a shithead Kris was to you- telling on you and all.
On the happier side, if you're happy with Lou, be happy with Lou. Everyone makes sacrifices for someone they honestly like. In your case its Russ' opinion of you, in mine it was my best friend Anna.
Either way, its probably something that wont ever stop bugging you, until Kris gets back and you realize what hes become (whoever that is).

Do what you think is right.

Ally

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