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thedarkerside (profile) wrote,
on 6-26-2003 at 8:30pm
Current mood: Ok
Music: 3rd Eye Blind- Jumper
Subject: I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend Cut ties with all the lies that you've been livin in and if you do not want to see me again i would understand..


I have a good feeling that 9th grade is going to be good. Its going to be very good. Not to mention back to school shopping. I'm egar...for some reason.. to see people. To hang out with jesse and kyle. And to make fun of allen for being shy. I'll get to know emily all over again...I love that girl. I'll just see people who I havent seen in like 3 years. And not to mention to meet new people. Its going to be a big new world of oppertunities. I just hope i pick the right ones.

Trapt-Still Frame. Good song. Thank you arie.

I was talking to chanz the other day and she was talking about how she felt that she was frozen and that the world was passing her by like she was cought in a "still frame". I stoped and thought about it and shes right...I mean...my life has litterally passed before my eyes. I remember being in kindergarten...just reading books and coloring all day..all the sudden I'm getting closer and closer to being on my own. Isnt that what I wished for? In a sense, my wish has came true..but...I wish it hadnt. I'd give anything to not have a single care in the world again. I just wish I just could have everything handed to me easily. With no rules..nothing holding me back. Life would be so much easier.

I take that back. If life was easy there would be nothing to it. If its difficult that you can feed off of struggles...it gives you a sense of empowerment. It feels good.

I want to learn how to play the guitar. Some one teach me.
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intensify

06-26-03 9:26pm

Glad you made sense of my intellectual tangent for the day.. At least someone does. You're truly one in a million Amy...

And there's at least 100 people like you in China. Lol j/k

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