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ducky (profile) wrote,
on 7-2-2003 at 1:43am
Current mood: determined
well well well ~ i jus found out sumthin that skareded me perty bad but ya no wat basically i think this is jus another thing i need to work on~ like i said before i really need to get things straight i need to find out who i really am and what i want to become...a couple months ago jill wrote me a letter and told me to write down tha things that i thought made a person a good person ...i didnt write back, wanna know why? because i have clue what makes a person a good person ...fuck tho what does make a person a good person i mean really, but i do know i am not a good person i hate myself so much rite now and i just am gonna try so hard so i can actully like myself, but im not sure if i will ever fully like myself or say im a good person but i think im moving towards it today was a major step backwards but its also motivatin me to be better, maybe this is wat i need a huge slap in the face so all the important things will stand out
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liljilly07

grrr..., 07-02-03 2:43am

You god damn fuckin duck...you are a good person and i dont know anyway that i can prove dat to you, maybe you sould jus TRUST me on dat one, neway im sorry dat you dont think that your a good person when really your a great person your da best person in my life and i dont know what i would do without you, and like seriously i hope dat you make things better for ya and i hope dat you get to da point where you finally see wat a great person you are but like jus remember dat im here for you no matter wat ill always be here, and like im gonna miss you so much and ihope dat were still good friends. I love you so so so much ttyl tho, BB4AA!!!!!

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ducky

Re: grrr..., 07-02-03 2:54am

hey jillers-
i jus wanted to tell u thank u so much for tellin me that i am a good person but ya kno something i think i need to figure it out on my own, lyke how i always tell u it and u never belive me..? well i think i know how that feels i mean i hear what ur saying and i want to feel the same way but i cant ya know i have to really feel that for myself, but i think u havin faith in me helpz, i just need to be in that place where i can truly i can say i am a good person without anyone else tellin me it, but i love u so much and i really think you are a humongoes part of who i am, but intill i find tha rest of who i am,thanks for being there, and i hope youll stay by myside while im findin myself lol n thank u sooo much i love you =)

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