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sendmemoney (profile) wrote,
on 7-3-2003 at 2:51am
Current mood: ecstatic
Music: sublime - saw red (acoustic)
i'm so used to running and re-running scenarios over and over in my head and checking twice to make sure that the driver in front of me isn't tan and wearing a beanie and holding my remote control or even the gear shift as something to do while i drive that i'm sure that all of me isn't back from the airport yet . even as i write this , i'm still replaying the nervous toying with my necklace and the checking the television monitors five times to look for some sort of hint as to if i am even close to being right as i look up and there , in front of me , is the only thing that's been on my mind for the past 30 days . i don't know what i expected , and i know i didn't know what to expect , but it exceeded that times one hundred million , even sitting on that plain brown bench with hundreds of tired , jet-lagged people milling around complaining about luggage or the weather . that same bench that we sat on when we were both somewhat uncertain and nowhere near this deep into this ( so it must have been sometime before seven days into the relationship ) . that feeling on that bench on this night is greater than one million hits of ecstasy .
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Anonymous

07-19-03 7:28pm

IM GAY....u shud b a poet bcuz ur boring the shit outa me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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