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| Iron-Cipher (profile) wrote, on 7-3-2003 at 9:57am | |
| Current mood: tired Music: Every Move I make Subject: Worn out |
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I am so tired right now, for the last couple days I have been up at like 5:30 to go up to the carnival in sand lake and clean up. It's a fund raiser for my youth group because they are all going on a missions trip next week friday. i wish I was going sooo bad, but there is not enough room. I really don't know why I am getting up so early to help out if it has nothing to do with me, well actually I do. i geuss between the fact that Randy helped me raise money for my trip last year, and the fact that I don't want him stuck over there with like 5 people and have it take all day. I've been spending the night at my youth pastor's house (Randy). I also have been halping mikelle with a web page for our youth group. I have not been in bed before one in the mornig each night. I am so tired that I am shaking constately, I have head aches, and I pretty sure I passed out once or twice yesterday while I was trying to read Harry Potter. I got a nose bleed like a half hour ago, and I don't know what's up with that. I need some sleep really bad, but my dad and Grandpa are going to be over here chillin` today, so I have to entertain them. I am so worn down physically and emotionally, between what happened on tuesday night at Ben's and all the stuff since them, I have became so worn out in all aspect of the phrase that I'm numb right now. Meh so many thoughts going through my head that I don't understand, and twice as many feelings. I don't understand anymore, life used to be so easy.... To add to the whole thing me and somebody talked for a while last night and the conversation ended in tears. I wish some of my friends would just show up here to cheer me up and talk and hang out, I could really use a hug to. Well i'm feeling really dizzy right now so I'm going to go. Bye all |
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sportsgirl | 07-03-03 11:28am Im really sorry you you feel so badly. I wish i could go to your house and cheer you up but unfortunatly i cant. I hope everything gets better with you. I love you.
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| kuso_dude | Re:, 07-03-03 12:07pm hey tom was plannin on comin over here today, but just call if you wanna hang out. he's easy ditchins |
Shinigami | 07-03-03 12:21pm Nick forget it now go to sleep, please. |
Angel_Bob | 07-03-03 2:56pm Jess, go slap him to sleep! |
Iron-Cipher | 07-03-03 11:38pm It's 11;16 and i still haven't had a wink of sleep, even though I tried to stop by some peoples house to say hi, even if i use food as an excuse as i always do, but anyway boy was I rushed out of the house. Yeah I'm not going to sleep much anymore it's a waste... |