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sugarpeep (profile) wrote,
on 2-17-2002 at 9:24pm

Current mood: awake
Music: *sings* I want the world.. I want the whole world!" not really...
Subject: phillosophical junk.. and a bit of the real life.

pic of the day. Nambroth (Jennifer Miller) did this one.. because it's just one of those days... *~* fill in the blank*~*
Just got home from work.. erm.. it's been a quick break. I look forward to being lazey tomarow. I have a sea shell to paint.. so yeah.
Ever notice how dumb some people can be.. how they love to screw other people over? I won't mention names.. (helps that I don't know her name..) but.. tonight at work, I had this lady pay for tickets with a roll of quarters. I counted them, having little faith hin humans.. to find that the $10 roll contained only $8.25. *sigh* Now.. I know it was probably an honest mistake.. but.. part of me wonders if it actually was. Things have been turning up missing back stage durring the musical. Money has been turning up missing from the theater, too. What have we humans been reduced to. Wouldn't it be so much easier for all of us if we could just trust one another? Personally, I think stealing causes unwanted and unneeded guilt. I admit I'm not guilt free but these days who is? Who.. running in circles here.. what's my point again? Erm. It's not worth it. Everything that I have taken dishonestly I could have lived without. Most of those items are rocks. I mean.. do I honestly need 40lbs of pretty polished stones to live my life? I supposed if I still practiced those rituals which required them, maybe yes. But I don't.. so.. why do I still take them? Maybe it's in our blood. I know my dog Keesha hates dog toys unless our other dog, Arlo, wants them. Eh... now I want to get into the religious thing. I think I'll save that for another day.
On another note. I miss John.. you know.. that guy from the cheeze state. I want him to be mine so badly but I know if that were so it would cause more pain than good. Nothing like knowing I can't run to him when I need him. Besides that.. there's a good chance it would be a doomed relationship. He doesn't get out of highschool for another year and by then I'll be off at college. Talk about tough. I know that I could tough it out. But.. I don't want to be responsible for putting that pressure on him. I guess I just don't know him well enough to trust that he'd stay true to me and tell me if something happened otherwise. It just gets so complicated. For now, though, I'm happy with the friendship we've got. I really trust him alot. I even tell him things that I wouldn't have even concidered telling anyone before. Guess alot of history goes into that for anyone else to understand.. so.. I've typed for far to long now.. night :) "Three things know a secret--first, the lady in a dream, the dog that barks no warning and the maid that does not scream." ~Threes
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