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| daisymae (profile) wrote, on 7-8-2003 at 11:50am | |
| Current mood: used Music: none Subject: Stupid |
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| I trust ppl way to easily and it only ends up by me getting hurt. I really like Nick and i thought he liked me ( stupid i know who could actually like me?). I dont know....i guess it just kinda clicked when sara told me about how he uses girls all the time, i mean why would i be any different? Then i asked Chris and he said the same thing....i dunno. I talked to nick last night and he told me he loved me and that he wasnt using me, but i mean ....he wouldnt say that he was!!!! Then somehow it all fucked up and he got mad at ME. I dunno so now im the one apologizing and saying i was wrong. I dont know....i just......i never think anything good can happen to me so maybe im just being pessimistic. And then theres brian, who is so sweet and i just cant love him. I sat there telling him everythign about nick and he was just told me hed still love me no matter what id done with nick.....how perfect is he? I just can't like him i've tried so hard but...its just not there. I guess im just not doing anything right anymore...... And i hate the feeling of knowing that you like someone more then they like you. I hate myself for being like this, its not fair. I just want to be all closed off again everythigns so much easier like that you dont get hurt. Its so much harder to care.....why should i even bother when all i get in return is a broke heart? | |
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xxsliderxx | 07-08-03 12:30pm u cant help who u love... its just what's in yer heart and u can't make yerslef love someone....
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