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KTHPKC (profile) wrote,
on 7-8-2003 at 5:38pm
Current mood: good bye
Music: sayonara
it's all my fault, i can't help but say...
it's my fault that she is hurting this way...
i spoke my mind
i shoulda had more control...
and she took it in
and was hurt by the truth that i unfolded...
because i spoke about her
in a truthful way
but made it sound harsh
and it made her cry...
because i was her friend
her confident
her accomplice in crime...
but i blew it all
when i spoke my mind...
i shoulda told her sooner
or not said anything at all...
but who can let something like that simmer in their mind
for many months long?
i have talked w/ a friend
and tried to sort out my confusion
and in the end
i have come to a conclusion...
i can no longer
type what i think or feel
on these journals of mine
here online...
but instead confide my thoughts and feelings
in my journal offline...
don't stop me
don't point
laugh
or cry...
because it's my fault she's hurt
it's me to blame...
but one request i have before i go
please have her read this
so that she will know
that i am sorry for not telling her
too soon or too late
and that you reap what you sow
and i'm learning that the hard way...
so good bye friends
new aquaintances and old
i won't be hearing you anytime soon
because of my writing being so bold...
tschüs
sayonara
adios
bie liao
au revoir
that's all i can say
and hopefully i'll see y'all
again someday...


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miwako-chan

07-08-03 9:02pm

We all need to tell our minds Katie... To let ourselvesz and others grow... Even if it hurts... Your a true friend Katie... for even telling someone the truth and let no one tell you different

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