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| sportsgirl (profile) wrote, on 7-9-2003 at 9:53pm | |
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| Ok so my day was going pretty well today. Well that was untill my parents got home. GRR.. I hate it when they pull the guilt trip over me. Take that back i hate it when anybody does. Like for instance today. I was helping my mom do all this stuff right. And then i went downstairs really quikly to get somthing and she freaks out. And goes into this whole big thing about i dont care about what she does and everything like that. She is like oh well i guess i will have to do everything around here. And that is a so much Bull because i mean if you know me well enough you would know i clean my whole house every single day. i take care of my brother feed him ext. I am more like an adult then my parents are somtimes. Then they pull the guilt trip on me when i am not doing somthing for them when i am actually doing somthing for myself! Sorry that bugs me so much. Because people do this to me all the time. They will guilt me into doing somthing for them. By just simply saying i dont care or nobody cares about me. Stuff like that and for one it makes me feel like shit and then i end up doing what they want in the end. GRRRR!! But yeah anyway my mom gets all pissed at me and then goes " Fine then if you are going to be no help to me then you can at least order a pizza for your brother." So i did and then guess what she tells me i have to pay for it because i am eating it too. Im just getting so mad. People dont appresiate me. They take me for granted. Like i am just a person who will always be there. At the snap of there fingers. No matter what i am doing. What they want me to do is more important. Im just a girl who helps everybody else and i come last. But that is ok really it truely is. I am use to being pushed around. I take it and jsut get back up on my feet and continue. But it is starting to irritate me. Not so much as people taking advantage of me. But more of just the Guilt trip they put on me when i say no. Well that was my day for you. I think the only good part of it was when Steven came over and watched a movie with me. He just left a few min ago. Well i guess i talk to you all later then. hope your day is going well. luv you all jess |
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Viper15 | 07-09-03 10:11pm im sorry jess, i know the guilt trip too, but i hope that i havent taken your for granted, your an amazing person and you dont deserve to have that happen to you... |
Angel_Bob | 07-10-03 12:36am Your parents are evil. I'll kick em. |
softballgirl3 | 07-10-03 8:46pm I aprecieate everything you do you are the best friend i could ask for , i'm here for you as you know. as i have said before you have been there for me always and i'm here for you forever and ever. love ya!
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| ende | Re:, 07-10-03 11:08pm i know everyone thinks i play th guilt trip, but honestly most of them time i don't do it intentianally.
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