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| plainmornings (profile) wrote, on 7-23-2002 at 9:06pm | |
| as i sit here and tear my heart out, where are you.. why aren't you holding me like you always promised you would... why have you left me here alone.. what have i done to you, why do i deserve this... i hate you for doing this to me... i hate myself for letting it get like this... why can't you just love me... rambling. seems as if thats all i ever do. Confusion hits like a tornado... I begin to question myself, what do i really want? yes. It has taken a 3rd party to make me realize how confused i truly am. My poor heart is being torn in all directions..yesterday.. i thought i knew what i wanted and yet today i am once again lost. Make my decisions for me for my indecisiveness will forever be the root of all failure.. my failure. e.m.p.l.e.h on a lighter note... Craig (camp director) pulled Zach and I out today & told us that we were the best counselors in the camp!!! go us!! heh. That really made my day... Zach and I make a pretty kick ass team :0) after a bit of reluctance I gave him my #... he hasn't called but I'm beginning to think that wasn't such a good idea... |
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whenthesunsets | 07-24-02 12:34am hey vivi. i sorry you seem to be upset. :( . if it makes you feel that way, whatever it is. maybe its not worth it. <3 hope u feel better.
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