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| mle (profile) wrote, on 7-13-2003 at 11:12pm | |
| Current mood: energized, happy :) Music: three doors down - going down in flames Subject: now you tell me how grounding sucks |
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fyi - got 2 wks of no-going-out for that drinking in spain incident. i deserved it, and it was so worth it - i loved spain and the ppl i was with :) but ive managed to sneak out through work. like, ill get sent home or have the day off, and instead of going/staying home - i just go out. i think its pretty damned clever :) and thats what im gonna spend my monday and tuesday doing 0:) marcus is acting really weird now... i think its whenever were seperated by distance, he realizes what hes got. we really started to act the way we do (hangout/talk *all the time*) after we got back from spring break this year and he really missed me then... and now after i got back from spain, he missed me so insanely much. i mean, the kid came over after his favorite concert just cuz i couldnt go and stayed until 230. he was so desperate for me to go w/ him to the 2nd boy sets fire concert that he called my parents to try to talk them into letting me out for a night. :) he puts up w/ my teasing and still calls me a sweetheart. (and im pretty incessant w/ the teasing - between my mousie dying right after he took care of him while i was away and pouting cuz he never takes me out and refuses to give us titles *right now at least* lol) he will be walking out the door, hear his computer say "why hello emily" (meaning i came back/signed on) and he'll come back just to talk to me before he goes out. i tell him to enjoy his freedom while i have none, cuz once i get it back, hes gonna be stuck w/ me every other night. his response: "good - you better stick to your word on that one" :) and you never would have though in the end how amazing it feels just to live again... should've said something but ive said it enough by the way my words were faded rather waste some time with you (the used - blue and yellow) so even though im grounded and i have been doing *nothing* but working and sleeping, im happy to be alive. things are fine w/ the rents, ppl at work rock my world, marcus is so loving, ive got enough ppl to talk to to justify my existence. now i just gotta work on that obesity thing and i shall be wonderful :) mle |
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spud | 07-15-03 1:12am i wish i could take happy times like that, and shove them away in my memory.
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| mle | Re:, 07-15-03 6:53pm exactly. thats why i figured i should update this thing at least a few times when i am happy - then ive got stuff to look back on other than all my bitching. :)
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