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andi (profile) wrote, on 7-14-2003 at 1:18pm | |
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Hey. Last night soo sux major beans. It was going really great talking to my close friends and all. U know just another happy/ok night. Well BAM! It took the crappy turn...First, Jeremy all of a sudden tells me lets not talk to eavhother for a week. I'm like huh? It's all b/c I wasn't there "for him" at the stupid party. But come on, when a guy acts like he's all happy and giddy all the time even when he's blue, it's hard to tell if he's not or w/e. Jeremy is a drama queen. He makes it worse than it really is, it's his way of getting attention. I know the Jeremy u don't want to know. I see through him and I see the REAL him. It sux. So I'm not gonna talk to him longer than a week. I said I'm really sorry and all that an that's all I can do. It's his problem now, not mine. Secondly, Joe says I don't want you, go out w/ Alex. I'm like what do u mean? He says he has to much crap going on right now for a g/f. I totally understand and respect that, u have no idea. But I still got pissed at him b/c he did what he did to me that I did to LDB. I know how he felt now. U should not tell soemone that u like them and get 'em all sycked and stuff and then turn around and say get loss or w/e. It sux blue bum monkey ass. I stopped talking to him and just signed off. Later that night I realized I wasn't mad at him for what he did, I'm mad at him b/c he denied me. Not trying to be concieded or what not but I never got denied by a guy that I wanted. So i'm freaked by that. I'll get over it for sure though. I hope n e ways. I'm gonna stop going on line for a while and stop talking to ppl for a while too. I'm gonna isolate myself from everyone here. It's not gonna be this week but next week. I need to get outta here. That's what i'll do! I don't know how, but i'm gonna leave this place for a while, "lay low". (sigh). I'll leave now. TA TA... AndI |
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Cali | Hey, 07-15-03 10:37am Dude! I dunno it's gunna be real hard for you to leave this place not this week but next lol!
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Anonymous | Re: Hey, 07-15-03 10:37am have fun at camp! |