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| ChildoftheLost (profile) wrote, on 7-14-2003 at 10:26pm | |
| Current mood: crushed Music: Dashboard and Lifehouse Subject: fuck...part two |
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| They tell you in school the body is made up of 70% water...how much of that is tears? Because I've damn near dried myself up to the point where there are no tears left. I was stupid today and now I'm paying for it. This sick feeling in my stomach keeps reminding me of how I'm such a dumbass. I've lost hope...I'm never going to be happy with him again because I don't deserve him. I find myself now realizing that I'm not good enough for him. I can't even help him because I'm too dumb to find out what's wrong. I'm a coward who hides under her covers at night from heartache. He was the best thing that happened to me...and now look...this proves to me now that I am destined to be alone. He said it wasn't me it was him...but I know better. I could have done something, I just was too blind to see it and I still can't. How come it is always me? I just want to be loved again, but I'm never going to get that again with him. I've decided that the worst scenario is the only one I can live by right now. That scenario is never again...at least by him...which is probably never again for a while. ---------------------------------------- You stole my heart And you took my breath away .............. How can I stand here with you And not be moved by you Would you tell me How could it be Any better than this... -Beautiful / Lifehouse ----------------------------------------- Wake up Katy, it won't be that good again for a long time.... Shit. I need a drink. |
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| Anonymous | Katertots.., 07-15-03 3:27pm hey dude, its me. umm...well. you know that it could very well turn out to be ok right? *hugs* im always here for you. <3 |