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imation (profile) wrote,
on 7-25-2002 at 7:03pm
sigh. anyways. aaron and i are kinda together, in a crazy way. we both don't want that serious-ness of a seclusive relationship but still "want" the other. he's been hurt so many times, and i honestly have no idea what it means to be hurt like that anymore. i have been, once or twice. but i've never loved someone, and i've never not gotten over something.... does that make me strong or inexperienced?

hell i don't know. but i can't stop thinking about lowell. maybe this whole we haven't been more than friends for awhile was good for us. maybe we will realize how we are as people and like each other even more.. or something... maybe i was the only one doing the liking all along. or something... fuck. hell if you know what i mean, let me know, cause i have no fucking idea....

i'm gonna go wake lil. she's been sleeping for ages.
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leftofcool

07-25-02 11:45pm

ha. i remember 'kat'. he used to bring pictures of her to school and bring her to the dances and shit. wow. that was a long time ago.

i'm back in town and you didnt call, althought i'm really not suprised at all... peeved, actually... but i have large quantities of beer and other liquor and substances... and we have yet to shed our inhabitions... so pick up the phone. 651-7219

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imation

Re:, 07-26-02 12:43am

i called today- your cell phone, around 6pm. left a message. no one picked up and it did that "wireless user -your voice- lesley weinstein" and then i left a message. sorry you didn't get it. i'll call you tomorrow.

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