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joslyn_julia (profile) wrote,
on 7-25-2002 at 9:27pm
Current mood: depressed
Music: song for ryan-- to be made by me
i want to cry right now. unforetunatly i can't. the shell must be resealed to disapoint ryan and his freaking dum ass friends. my only wish is to never let him see me cry. that won't happen though.i have gotten soft damn you jessica, i am now a socialite and i have feelings. that sucks. i was doing so well traping them inside until i raged with fury. my love died two days from now seven years ago and as the hours pass i miss him more and i hurt more inside. why did you have to leave and why did you put this curse on me. was it to protect from other men so that one day we may be together again or is this just an aweful figment of my imagination?
no matter what i must try to recap the feeling jar and compress them away from your lovely eyes my sweet ryan. if only i could take bake those words and if you didn't know how much i truely care. there is still pain. < and not just the grumbling of my stomach-- damn i am hungry>

Anyways i talked to darby for the first time yesterday, and i spent the night at jessica's.
i saw josh and andy that was fun.. lol
charlie came over for like two hours. yay.
today i talked to my lovely alex. i love that boy. he is going to help me with enchanting a few o fmy possesesions for the good of my family and me ;well mostly me
anyways i need to find my bank information so i can go shopping this weekend.
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Darby

I know you don't really know me, 07-25-02 11:21pm

and you have no good reason to confide in me, but if you want to talk i'm here most of the time. I know what it's like to lose a good friend at a young age.

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joslyn_julia

Re: I know you don't really know me, 07-26-02 2:25pm

thanks darby your awesome

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tanya

07-25-02 11:54pm

YOU ALSO HAVE ME!!!
smile girly, you're not a sad person.


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jessa_lynne

07-26-02 1:21pm

Why am I to balme for this sudden "softness"? :PErin insits that you owe her pizza.

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joslyn_julia

Re:, 07-26-02 2:24pm

okay
next time i get pizza i will spend the night... although that may not be for a while since i am very poor

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Upchuck

07-26-02 11:30pm

Josh and Andy, fun. yeah.

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joslyn_julia

Re:, 07-28-02 6:51pm

oh it was a hell of alot of fun. LOL

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