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| JB1863 (profile) wrote, on 7-17-2003 at 12:38am | |
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| WOW!!!! nothing happened today. really NOTHING. the highlight of my day was my lunch. i had french toast and eggs and sausage. yeah you know you live a sad life when lunch is the best part of your day. yeah my life isnt sad only my day. So since nothing happened today i will tell you what went through my mind. well i know i've been labeled in the past. and prejudices have been made against me and stuff and i'm not respected by some people and i have never really cared. well i still dont. but i dont know if i want to continue on the path that i'm down right now. i dont think i like it. i want to be respected more. well let me rephrase that, i want to be respected in other aspects of my life. i dont want to be like everyone else, i want to be a gentleman, an officer and a gentleman. i think thats my new goal. i want to stop everything that i'm doing now and start new and be better. i dont think i'll be dating anyone that goes to my school anymore, thats a bad mistake i've made in the past. i just kind of want to concentrate on my acting and being president of drama this year, i want to be the best i can be and i dont want to be distracted by useless crap. i think i'm growing up, i'm moving on from a lot of things and i'm ready for the new year. i cant wait. man its so lonely in cali. i dont have anyone my own age to hang out with, its just me and my parents. i really hope this audrey thing works out, i would really like someone to hang out with while i'm here, especially someone who has some of the same interests as me. well saturday is the day i make my move. if you are reading this and you believe in god then pray for me, cuz i dont believe in god so theres no point in me praying. ok so on another subject, my diet in california has been horrible. i've been eating nothing but crap lately. i took my blood pressure at the store the other day and it was 140 over 90. if you dont know what that means well let me put it out there for you. 120 is considered normal, 130 is a little high, and 140 is really high. i'm on the road to heart attack. well i need to go on a diet so i dont die before i'm 25. well i'm mad lonely out here so please leave a comment to tell me you miss me or something. ok goodnight everyone!
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| Anonymous | 07-17-03 8:42am Good for you for wanting to be on the right path! Others should want to do the same. And the blood pressure thing, not cool :( |
manda5934 | i miss you, 07-17-03 9:48pm mmm..lunch..haha well mister braun im glad someone helped you more with that letter, i was having gay computer problems that night and got kicked off b4 i could read it. There's not a day i sign online and dont look right at my buddy list to see if you're on. I miss you man. and by the way im thinking of taking up the journal writting again. lifes been good (depending on the normal person definition not mine haha) and i know better now. so check up on that. I hope to talk to you soon- love you xoxo amanda
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manda5934 | oh and..., 07-17-03 9:50pm please be careful with the whole blood pressure thing! eat celery and water for 3 days if thats what it takes! the world needs you justin braun. |
JB1863 | Re: oh and..., 07-18-03 1:53am Wow what a great surprise! amanda bruno has posted in my journal! glad to see you are coming back to the journal. I'll be the first one to comment. I'm working on my blood pressure, thanks for the concern :) and thanks for the audrey help, lets hope she realizes that shes lucky, lol. |