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JB1863 (profile) wrote,
on 7-20-2003 at 1:38am
Current mood: AHHHH
Music: Tonight - West Side Story & This is The Moment - Jekle and Hyde
ok wow. not sure how to describe the days events. oh man, i'm shaking right now. i just got home from the show. well before that lets start with the beginning of the day. We went to the theatre to pick up the tickets today and we went back into the directors office and half the cast was back there. audrey was sitting on the couch talking on the phone. she got up when we got there and she went into another room. we got our tickets, she came back out and we said bye and she smiled at us. man she is freaking gorgeous. well after that i was just waiting for the show. ok well i brought her 4 roses and attached the note and we get to the theatre for the show and she walks out and sees me and is like hey!! and i'm like hey! so then the show was amazing. i love that show! and i love that cast, they are really good! ok well at intermission i felt pretty confident about everything, it really seemed like everything was going to go well. so then the show ends i walk out to where the cast comes out to and wait. she comes out with the cast but i kind of wait behind people, she said hello to people blah blah blah. finally she sees me and is like hey did you like the show for the second time? and i'm like yeah it was great here i got you these. she was at a loss for words. she was like wow, oh my god, thank you. she gave me a hug and is like whats your name, i said justin and i told her to read the note and shes like i will will, and whatever then shes still in shock from the flowers (only her mother gave her flowers) and then someone else came to greet her and she turned her back to me, well i didnt know what to do so i just left, didnt say goodbye. i walked out freaking shaking, i was still really nervous. i guess i looked calm and cool in front of her, i tried to. so i really cant tell if it went good or bad. so could you all please comment saying if you think it went good or bad? honestly, you can all be anonymous, just tell me truthfully! now i just have to wait to see if she contacts me. its all in her hands now. man i hope she never reads this journal and all the things i've said about her, shes gonna think i'm a stalker maniac. i just get obsessive over people and i am very attracted to talent. i'm not really like this usually...oh well what can i say, i just hope she contacts me. i dunno, i'm in a weird mood right now. but i'm proud of myself for going through with this, i never do things like that, i'm rarely as awed by a girl as i am with her though. ok i've said enough. dont forget to comment. goodnight everyone.


~Shout Outs~

Audrey, JT, The Cast and Crew of You're A Good Man Charlie Brown

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Anonymous

07-20-03 2:00am

hehe you're such a cutie! I think things will work how they're meant to be, and you're a cool dude, so things should be cool...get it, got it, good!

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manda5934

sounds good, 07-20-03 2:18pm

well my opinion, it sounds good! 4 good things happened ther. 1. she remembered your face from earlier and said hello. 2. she remembered you had seen the show already 3. she was shocked by the flowers. and 4 she asked for your name. She was probably to overwhelmed by all the pepole around her that she didn't get a chance to say goodbye. but good move walking away, it makes you seem not obsessed but interested b/c of the flowers. Im proud of you justin. congrats its in her hands now!

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thelilsteph

07-20-03 8:13pm

Congratulations, Justin! You are officially a stud! I agree with EVERYTHING Nicole said. It's all up to Audrey now. I commend you for your courage; I know I couldn't have done it. Congatulations. On a much sadder note, I believe our beloved Bogan leaves today :( I wrote him a goodbye e-mail and cried from the second I started it until I fiished it. Thinking about it makes me tear up :( Things will be different next year... Anyway- Congrats and Good Luck!

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thelilsteph

Re:, 07-20-03 8:16pm

Crap! I meant I agree with Amanda, SORRY! mwah!

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THElilsteph

07-20-03 8:14pm

Congratulations, Justin! You are officially a stud! I agree with EVERYTHING Nicole said. It's all up to Audrey now. I commend you for your courage; I know I couldn't have done it. Congatulations. On a much sadder note, I believe our beloved Bogan leaves today :( I wrote him a goodbye e-mail and cried from the second I started it until I fiished it. Thinking about it makes me tear up :( Things will be different next year... Anyway- Congrats and Good Luck!

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