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KTHPKC (profile) wrote,
on 7-20-2003 at 7:06pm
Current mood: meh/depressed (as usual...)
Music: Original Sin (or at least i think that's what track 10 is on the Hellsing CD)
well, i'm back from a wonderful visit to my grandma's in monroe. No leg room in the car, sleeping on the floor at night, going to Greenfield Village and the museum (which i thought was rather boring except for the James Bond cars)...not to mention seeing my grandpa who doesn't care that i exist because i'm a girl...yeah, fun fun fun...

Good news is that i have the Hellsing soundtrack *cheers* and it's so damn good! i was in Walden Books for more than 1/2 an hour, reading a manga called "Confidential Confessions"...and now i know how to slit my wrists, tho i won't. i'd rather not hurt myself after that "fun" of it all a few months ago...it's a good manga, but i don't know if i'll buy it, it's too depressing for me at the moment, and it might give me ideas...

and now perhaps i should explain my earlier entry...i'm giving up on love for the moment. I've never really felt the emotion except in church and w/ mum and y'all (but that's a different sorta love) and well, i know i'll probably be waiting awhile to feel the sort of love that ray and rachel feel for each other...so i'm gonna give up on it until i grow up, which is never. I've always wanted to taste the kind of love that binds people together, making them do acts of outragousness just to proove their love to the man/woman that has caught their eye...love to my Lord and family and y'all is enough, tho demanding at times, and as i don't have anyone to love-love...yeah...i'm just stop here cuz i'm just sayin stupid things that will never make sense to some people out there, and i'm afraid that mum's gonna read o're my shoulder so...the gloom cookie is done w/ her update of life for today.
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Angel_Bob

07-21-03 1:07am

I love ya, Kittie Katie. I gave up on love a long time ago and it decided to screw me over and pop up anyway ;p

Love ya muchly...miss ya!

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Angel_Bob

07-21-03 1:41am

I love you, Katie.

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